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Crematoryy

Crematoryy

Autophagic Loneliness
Feb 12, 2025
233
This is definitely a cycle of torment and torture that repeats itself. Realizing that the greatest dream of my life, which has always been to be visited, is something trivial that happens every week for other people. What is unattainable for me wasn't even a complaint for the rest of the world. That's why I hate it, just like the incels. Because it's terribly unfair, grain by grain of loneliness, that life's circumstances have led me to. Today is Saturday, and I'm going to try to numb my consciousness and slow down my thoughts, since the perception of reality is driving me to suicide. Damn weekends!
 
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TheEmptyVoid

TheEmptyVoid

Specialist
Jun 18, 2025
352
Same thing is kind of happening to me.
 
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Bootleg Astolfo

Bootleg Astolfo

Glorious Bean Plushie
Oct 12, 2020
1,119
I'm gonna antagonise you by stating im sending a valentine's gift of nice chocolates to my friend next week lol
 
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tonicer

tonicer

Experienced
Nov 13, 2025
202
Yeah same here. I drown my sorrow in computergames and watching streamers. Right now i watch the twitch stream of a cool DJ goingquantum if you like electronic music give it a try the chat is fun and the music rocks
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pelicanportal

pelicanportal

life could have been beautiful
Jan 28, 2026
150
i understand, i loathe weekends too.
 
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seagullsonapiano

seagullsonapiano

but does it even matter?...
Dec 10, 2025
24
Feel you :/
 
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Dejected 55

Dejected 55

Visionary
May 7, 2025
2,644
Since I don't have a job... everyday is a weekend day for me... but when I had a job, those weekdays were a challenge as all the people wanted to gossip or talk about their relationships and I didn't need to be around all that daily.

Weekends were kind of an escape from being reminded how alone I was, only to sit at home alone and realize how alone I was.
 
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