we was never meant to be free

[Darkover]

a highly restrictive environment and a oppressive environment
what does it mean to be free
to have everything you've ever dreamed of or wanted
i've dream of having a computer capable of simulating the universe
rule one of course is to do anything you want just don't cause another harm
so simulating this universe is out of the question since all this universe does is cause harm
this environment is extremely limiting our imaginations will always be better than this environment
everything here decays or breakdown into nothingness nothing here is built to last for very long within a couple of 100 years everything here would of decayed into nothingness life is a pointless endeavor everything gone for all time
this universe is a huge pile of crap, nothing here really matters life forget about it, the pointless of it all we can dream but never have anything not even the thing that makes you what you are soon to be gone for all time depressing
life in this place won't ever be anything like what you would want from it

i would love to have a computer capable of performing a trillion decimal places operations per second with something like that
simulating the universe would be possible

it's our fate to dissolve into nothingness

 

[novem]

At least you've accepted the

everything here decays or breakdown into nothingness nothing here is built to last for very long

I am still in a vicious circle of bargaining to turn back the time.