We may be alone

[Surai]

We may be alone in a vast. Space that is filled in clusters. Forming a line of thought can be hard when the body is dying. When the brain can't reserve enough oxygen. When the vision fades out. I just hope it isn't too painful. I just hope.. we can get out of here as easy as we got in. I'm sorry for anything we have ever done. I'm sorry we had to experience. Such a torment. To realize we may be alone. And the source just tests us to see if we are worthy of existence. Worthy of even being a speck of anything. Do we think we are at all deserving of a heaven? Do you think a humanoid animal is deserving. With egos such as ours deserving of anything permanent. A realization that may terrify the being. Is that it was never how good or how bad you could be. That you even deserved to exist. When existence is hell. Even deserved to be tormented. In this sick cycle. I just hope it isn't too painful to leave. I just hope I'm not brought in again. I just hope. If I were nothing beforehand, that I do not become something again. I just hope. This isn't it. I just hope existence isn't being an animal. Because there is no living human deserving. Not even myself. Not in this state of being.

 

[Fabled Oblivion]

We humans always want more and want understanding because exsisrance doesn't seem like something tk be worthy of it seems yo be something we are burdened with as we dont have a choice in it. It seems inevitable that being would exist with the morality and theolishy we have. We humans think to comprehend what life is but we constantly struggle with our own existance. Science point to there being nothing before the big bang not we can not truly know. I think people are burdened with more comprehension that we should have since exsisntance still seems incomprehensible. I dont think anyone's existance is wrong cause we never choice to exist i just dont think we truly understand existance.