lavenderlilylies
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- Sep 24, 2024
- 30
I think a lot about what people around me might say after I'm gone, my childhood friends or those I knew on a surface level. It's hard to imagine anyone grieving me with how lonely I've always felt, to be honest, if there is love for me in anyone's heart I'm a little hurt it never showed, it would've saved my life.
But I'm certainly guilty of that too. I always think back to my grandpa's final days, i loved that man a lot, but the last time i saw him i didn't even bother keeping his company, i just didn't think about it. He sat alone, he got tired, we called an ambulance and he was admitted to hospital, and then he died.
I don't think dead people can hear us, but if they did i think a lot of them would find it funny hearing how much everyone "loved them and is going to miss them". I know I would at least.
But I'm certainly guilty of that too. I always think back to my grandpa's final days, i loved that man a lot, but the last time i saw him i didn't even bother keeping his company, i just didn't think about it. He sat alone, he got tired, we called an ambulance and he was admitted to hospital, and then he died.
I don't think dead people can hear us, but if they did i think a lot of them would find it funny hearing how much everyone "loved them and is going to miss them". I know I would at least.