My heart hurts too much

[affirmatice]

Not because of heartbreak.

Just because of everything. It just hurts so much. When I think of all that I could've done in this world, when I think of the unfair cards I've been dealt, when I think of how much love and amazing things I could've felt and given. When I think of how close I was to having everything I wanted

I think my heart hurts for myself. I'm in so much pain I don't know what to do. I can't keep living like this, it's so opposite to the human I could've been. I have so many dreams but I can't live them out when I feel like this.

And I can never escape what's going on with me. It's become so consuming. I even see it in my dreams constantly. Even when I'm asleep I cant forget about it.

 

[FuneralCry]

It really sounds like you've suffered a lot, I'm sorry you have to suffer so unbearably in this existence, to me it's just so cruel how there's all this pain and suffering. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[MisterOGBongWater]

I feel you. It's like the feeling of your heart sinking at a terrible realization, expect it's constant. I'm very sad to die

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

It's crazy coincidence that these exacts thoughts were going through my head, verbatim, right before I clicked over to see the new posts.

I was so close as well. Lost it all and too tired to claw back. Lost the desire to even do so. I just want to be dead. Living is so exhausting. We're all gonna eventually die anyways.

 

[redkitsune98]

Not because of heartbreak.

Just because of everything. It just hurts so much. When I think of all that I could've done in this world, when I think of the unfair cards I've been dealt, when I think of how much love and amazing things I could've felt and given. When I think of how close I was to having everything I wanted

I think my heart hurts for myself. I'm in so much pain I don't know what to do. I can't keep living like this, it's so opposite to the human I could've been. I have so many dreams but I can't live them out when I feel like this.

And I can never escape what's going on with me. It's become so consuming. I even see it in my dreams constantly. Even when I'm asleep I cant forget about it.

I feel the same way as you do

 

[affirmatice]

I feel you. It's like the feeling of your heart sinking at a terrible realization, expect it's constant. I'm very sad to die

Never heard it described like this but that's exactly right.