Venting We had to put our cat down a few days ago and I am so beyond devastated and I just wish I could die the same way my sweet, perfect kitty did

[straw.berryy729]

She got the peaceful and painless death that she deserved, she really was the best kitty, and I'm really glad that she isn't suffering anymore but I miss her so much. Every time I come home or wake up I know she won't be there to greet me. I'm so sad I will have to live the rest of my life, however long that may be (please let it be as short as possible!), without her. Life continuously gives me new reasons to want to die but never gives me new reasons to want to live and keeps taking away the good things in my life. I have nothing to live for if everything feels so painful and dreadful all the time. I wish my stupid body would just give up on me already.

 

[SchizoGymnast]

I'm a cat lover and I'm right there with ya. I wish I had advice but I got nutin

 

[bl33ding_heart]

She got the peaceful and painless death that she deserved, she really was the best kitty, and I'm really glad that she isn't suffering anymore but I miss her so much. Every time I come home or wake up I know she won't be there to greet me. I'm so sad I will have to live the rest of my life, however long that may be (please let it be as short as possible!), without her. Life continuously gives me new reasons to want to die but never gives me new reasons to want to live and keeps taking away the good things in my life. I have nothing to live for if everything feels so painful and dreadful all the time. I wish my stupid body would just give up on me already.

I'm so sorry for your loss. I have 2 kitties myself and just thinking about losing them fills me with immense dread. Just know that you probably took great care of your cat and gave her an amazing life. Everyone will eventually cease living someday. Not every human or animal gets a good life but you did what you could to give your cat all of the love and care any kitty deserves, and that's what truly matters.

 

[Rounded Agony]

this is what makes me think i could never have another, too sad. sending insufficient condolence...

 

[EternalShore]

I'm sorry to hear about the loss of your cat~ :( It must be so horrible to be missing that happiness from your life now~ >_< that cat-shaped hole in your heart~ :( even if it's not the same, I hope you find someone or something that is able you with as much as she did again~ :)

 

[Michelstaedter]

Since my buns died I've also thought the same thing, I don't care about staying alive anymore, in fact, I don't care about dying right now, because before I always thought that at least they would be without me and I wouldn't know what fate would befall them, however now I don't care, even if they told me that I would win the lottery, I would donate or help animals and poor people, people with financial problems, with serious illnesses, etc., and then I would die peacefully, but nothing matters now, I share your feelings.

 

[ThatStateOfMind]

My cat has saved my life numerous times (even to the point where I'm actively about to attempt, and she came to me and jumped on my lap and laid down), and I don't know what I'd do without her. She's 4 right now, and I constantly worry about how much time I have left with her or what I'll do after something happens to her, and I honestly feel like I'll be so lost.

I'm so sorry for your loss. I can't exactly empathize as I haven't experienced it, but I certainly sympathize. Hopefully that pain in your heart can ease with time <3