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I'm in the bath. He had me locked up in mental institution then I accidentally found out he drank piss all night and left my son in his vomit . He admits this. This was a year ago. Tonight I found the history on his laptop.. he looked at my mental health report then went to a porn site then a dating site. I have bpd. It hurts toooj much. I have a 10 month old and a near 3 year old in December. I'm the victim of gang stalking day and night. Why are people so horrible. I get that the love of money is the root of all evil.. that's my only guess. They started stalking my 2 year old. This is not a mental disorder. I work with logic all day. I'm currently a payroll consultant. Been in finance 20 years. Very good at my job. I'm currently a payroll consultant for an amazing company and TL Letitia - Employment Hero. Can't recommend them enough!!!!!! This is not a rash decision. People are evil. I'm in so much pain. Loyalty was all I had. I took photos of the evidence.. he deleted it and says it mist be me that deleted it… Probably calling his copper mates right now. Have me arrested and locked away. Well I'm doing the hyperventilate and hold breath method. I hate this shot world. People are shit. Everyone is out to get you. Don't trust anyone. Especially'health professionals' uggg they will do you no good. They will just push their drugs. People are so disgustingly in love with money they will see you dead for a dollar. Don't get me started about being a targeted individual by gang stalkers… anyway.. my poor babies. I left them a video. They are better off without me. I hate this world or rather the shitty people in it. Trust no one. Life is unfair. I'm not living my best life now!!! There will be hell fire for those who tormented me to death. God, protect my kids please. Give them faith. I'm sorry lord. I'm sorry. Holly - Australia
I'm going to catch the bus now

Please pray for my kids: please… please they have no one. Please someone. Please lord. Look after my kids.


The pain was more than I could handle. I'm not superwoman. I'm just me. I loved all those I met. I tried to spread the word and do good but I'm just a pathetic looser with no friends or family and a covert narcissist spouse. And that's all fine!

Let me tell you something - HEARTS WERE NOT MADE TO BE BROKEN. Now you think about that. If you've ever had your heart broken you know what I mean or you are in denial.

Why can we fly man to the moon yet can't find a way to end our lives peacefully? Surely there is a better way than SN etc
 
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You mentioned gang stalking—can you tell me more about what's been happening and how long you've been experiencing it and how it all started?
 
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Gang stalking is a horrible program / list to be put on. It goes on all over the world. There are large disinformation campaigns. It's real and there are an untold amount of victims.

Gangstalking (also known as Gang Stalking) is when Gangstalkers commit organised crime, even torture, on individuals who said Gangstalkers target. A targeted Individual is anyone who is a victim of Gangstalkers. Gangstalkers even target innocent individuals. The reasons why targeted individuals are targeted vary. Three reasons that I've heard of are: 1. The person pissed off the wrong person. 2. The person is unkowingly part of an experiment. 3. The person is targeted for being a drug addict.

Gangstalking is not the same thing as stalking. Stalking may be part of what Gangstalkers do but Gangstalkers do much worse than only stalk. Gangstalkers do crimes in a united organized Gangstalker effort, which means it's organized crime and, by definition, conspiracy. Gangstalking encompasses Gangstalkers doing organized harassment, slander, defamation, organized torture, making death threats, and trying to get their victim to kill himself/herself.
 
steppenwolf

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Oct 25, 2023
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I'm in the bath. He had me locked up in mental institution then I accidentally found out he drank piss all night and left my son in his vomit . He admits this. This was a year ago. Tonight I found the history on his laptop.. he looked at my mental health report then went to a porn site then a dating site. I have bpd. It hurts toooj much. I have a 10 month old and a near 3 year old in December. I'm the victim of gang stalking day and night. Why are people so horrible. I get that the love of money is the root of all evil.. that's my only guess. They started stalking my 2 year old. This is not a mental disorder. I work with logic all day. I'm currently a payroll consultant. Been in finance 20 years. Very good at my job. I'm currently a payroll consultant for an amazing company and TL Letitia - Employment Hero. Can't recommend them enough!!!!!! This is not a rash decision. People are evil. I'm in so much pain. Loyalty was all I had. I took photos of the evidence.. he deleted it and says it mist be me that deleted it… Probably calling his copper mates right now. Have me arrested and locked away. Well I'm doing the hyperventilate and hold breath method. I hate this shot world. People are shit. Everyone is out to get you. Don't trust anyone. Especially'health professionals' uggg they will do you no good. They will just push their drugs. People are so disgustingly in love with money they will see you dead for a dollar. Don't get me started about being a targeted individual by gang stalkers… anyway.. my poor babies. I left them a video. They are better off without me. I hate this world or rather the shitty people in it. Trust no one. Life is unfair. I'm not living my best life now!!! There will be hell fire for those who tormented me to death. God, protect my kids please. Give them faith. I'm sorry lord. I'm sorry. Holly - Australia
I'm going to catch the bus now

Please pray for my kids: please… please they have no one. Please someone. Please lord. Look after my kids.


The pain was more than I could handle. I'm not superwoman. I'm just me. I loved all those I met. I tried to spread the word and do good but I'm just a pathetic looser with no friends or family and a covert narcissist spouse. And that's all fine!

Let me tell you something - HEARTS WERE NOT MADE TO BE BROKEN. Now you think about that. If you've ever had your heart broken you know what I mean or you are in denial.

Why can we fly man to the moon yet can't find a way to end our lives peacefully? Surely there is a better way than SN etc
We can't fly to the Moon. Not any more. And people who discuss suicide with chemicals are just showing off. A person can simply tie their necktie to a door hook and lean forward to cut off the blood to the brain, and they'll black out and go limp within a minute, drop their whole weight on the tie, and die peacefully enough a few minutes later. If that's really what they want.
 
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We can't fly to the Moon. Not any more. And people who discuss suicide with chemicals are just showing off. A person can simply tie their necktie to a door hook and lean forward to cut off the blood to the brain, and they'll black out and go limp within a minute, drop their whole weight on the tie, and die peacefully enough a few minutes later. If that's really what they want.
The survival instinct is strong and I'm afraid it is not that easy. I would be close to 500 attempts at cutting off the blood supply that way. I have fitted, wet myself and other horrible things from trying this way.
Sweet gaslighting link. More disinformation. Thanks
 
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The survival instinct is strong and I'm afraid it is not that easy. I would be close to 500 attempts at cutting off the blood supply that way. I have fitted, wet myself and other horrible things from trying this way.
If someone really wants to ctb there is no survival instinct. If you can't attempt it without changing your mind, you should abandon it as an option for escaping your difficulties. With hanging, if you change your mind you don't have long to do something about it; you can black out in a second with just enough time to realize that you really did just kill yourself. Lots of people kill themselves by accident like that. But with the chemicals, if you change your mind you must have some minutes before you die in which to contemplate a stomach pump, which I imagine is not a peaceful way to go.

Perhaps ctb is less a solution for you than it is for those causing your difficulties.
 
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MyPoorKids

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Perhaps you are wrong. Don't have kids? This is another pointless and cold interaction. People are horrible. God knows.
 
steppenwolf

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Perhaps you are wrong. Don't have kids? This is another pointless and cold interaction. People are horrible. God knows.
Or perhaps I'm right. And no I don't have kids. And what of it? Are you trying to say that people without kids can't be right about anything?
 

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