your pathologist

your pathologist

¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Sep 5, 2018
519
  • Gun shot in mouth to brainstem .45acp
  • Jumping from balcony hotel room in town
  • Hanging with scarf from door
  • Jumping out back passengers seat of car on highway (that desperate)
 
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worldexploder

worldexploder

Visionary
Sep 19, 2018
2,821
Only N, a Tank filled with an inert gases, or a shotgun to the head appeal to me. Total suspension hanging or jumping off a bridge is a maybe. My failed attempts - overdosing and partial suspension hanging.

Below are the list of other methods I considered over the past 12 years:

Ramming a car into a concrete wall at 120 mph
Decapitation by coal train
Hiring a hitman
Suicide by cop
Drinking myself to death
Suffocating in a plastic bag
Going underwater than inhaling
Tying grenades to my head then pulling the pin.
Shooting tannerite at close range
Shutting the garage door and turning the car on
Cyanide
 
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starcrossedfate

starcrossedfate

Passenger
Sep 24, 2018
240
Jumping (from balcony to concrete)
Hanging (partial)
Shallow water drowning and OD (alcohol and sedative psychotropics) combo
 
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Lady black

Lady black

35 male, central Europe, German speaking
Oct 22, 2018
1,192
I thought about full suspension hanging, partial suspension hanging, jumping from a building, drowning, put a plastic bag over my head (I know this is gruesome)
 
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dman12009

Member
Oct 1, 2018
39
Overdose
Partial Hanging
 
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Tara2018

Tara2018

Member
Oct 17, 2018
69
Nembutal
Jumping from a cliff
 
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Miss clefable

Enlightened
Aug 23, 2018
1,577
Walking into a cold river

Overdose

Jumping from a great height onto concrete
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
If you mean actually tried to make it work (doing research, trying to obtain materials, etc) as opposed to mere wishful thinking, then:

Hanging.
Jumping.
Jumping combined with drowning.
Guns.
Cyanide.
Barbiturates.
Fentanyl.
Insulin OD.
 
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Finallyhere

Student
Oct 30, 2018
139
Ones I've tried

Death cap mushrooms
Aspirin od
Starvation 50 days
Charcoal
Water intoxication distilled
Vsed
Not taking thyroid meds 6 months myxedema
Partial suspension
Suicide by cop

Next attempt
Sn

Groundhog day rings true.

What happened with the death cap mushrooms?
 
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Justanotherconsumer

Justanotherconsumer

Paragon
Jul 9, 2018
974
What happened with the death cap mushrooms?

Lots of vomiting and feeling incredibly I'll, hospital stay. It's not something you will willingly put yourself through even on your worst day if there is an option to get help.
 
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Finallyhere

Student
Oct 30, 2018
139
Lots of vomiting and feeling incredibly I'll, hospital stay. It's not something you will willingly put yourself through even on your worst day if there is an option to get help.

So why didn't you die? What'd they do to save you? From what I read, it's quite fatal to the liver.
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,802
Hiring a killer hanging or bleeding out to die
 
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dysfunctional

dysfunctional

Arcanist
Oct 26, 2018
459
Shotgun to head, jumping, full suspension hanging.
 
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OkTotti

Wizard
Nov 6, 2018
616
1) Jumping off a building - high rise, but not off a bridge. They put safety suicide fences on George Washington Bridge earlier this year after multiple suicides and from what see from other bridges, there are similar precautions. I guess I'm sort of lucky where I live in NYC where there are so many tall hotels. I've read that Hong Kong, jumping off a building is a preferred suicide rate so I think where you located is a factor when jumping off a building. I'd like to find a hotel on a high floor with a balcony, leave a suicide note in my room with who to contact.

2) Something about hanging that I don't like. I'm guess I'm not the brightest bulb after reading all the forums and pictures, but I don't get how the noose/knot works and how to put enough pressure to cut off blood supply. I don't want to be choking for air

3) Charcoal looks to be a nice option but I would like to do in a hotel/motel and I'm afraid of fire alarms and burning the building down which is the reason why I don't want to do in my apartment. Too many nosy neighbors who would call the police if they smell smoke or gaseous smell. Plus i need a plan for my body to be discovered as I live alone and it would probably be weeks if not months before anyone notices. I live alone and unemployed, few friends.

4) N seems ideal if anyone can help here , it would be greatly appreciated. All I know is to contact 'A' but I don't have access to a car to drive anywhere.
 
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TiredHorse

Enlightened
Nov 1, 2018
1,819
Cutting wrists: tried when I was 15, completely botched the job, not an option now.
Gunshot: have guns, and will use as a last resort, but don't like the mess it'll leave for my family
Jump off Seattle-Bainbridge ferry with weights in my pockets: free boatride, if you walk on from Bainbridge, and with enough weights there's no recovering the body
Drive into a bridge abutment at high speed: I had a bridge picked out, but I'm no longer in that area and have learned better methods
CO from car in garage: have an old (1953) car it would work with, but I think I'd flinch in the time it took to become unconscious
N: I may be contacting A soon
Exit bag/N2: have it ready to go, have tried twice in the last ten days, but I just keep flinching. The moment between when you pull the bag down over your face and when you pass out is astonishingly long...
 
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stargazer

Arcanist
Nov 19, 2018
433
In no order

•N. (Too hard to obtain, partner fell through to boot).

•Jumping (couldn't afford hotel room or be guaranteed a room on a particular floor level I'd need).

•Hanging (I don't like things around my neck, not even blankets in my bed, sensitive area).

• OD (not game enough for SN or SA short term pain).

Finally settled on charcoal method in a car, if all goes well (which it should).
 
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Retched

Retched

I see the chaos in your eyes.
Oct 8, 2018
837
Recently?
N...seriously considering it. Worried about getting scammed.
Charcoal with a partner in tent.
Partial.
Gun (if I had one, I'd be long gone)
Jumping. But we only have accessible parking garages here (7-8 stories)
 
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ChickenAndPotatoes

ChickenAndPotatoes

Veteran Veteran
Nov 8, 2018
137
In no order

•N. (Too hard to obtain, partner fell through to boot).

•Jumping (couldn't afford hotel room or be guaranteed a room on a particular floor level I'd need).

•Hanging (I don't like things around my neck, not even blankets in my bed, sensitive area).

• OD (not game enough for SN or SA short term pain).

Finally settled on charcoal method in a car, if all goes well (which it should).
Meee too! I've settled on carbon monoxide but have not decided whether it be in a tent or in the car.
 
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Threads

Threads

Warlock
Jul 13, 2018
721
Firearm
Heroin
Car accident
Hanging

In that order
 
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EndofMyRope

EndofMyRope

Student
Oct 17, 2018
174
  • Clonidine OD-tried, wound up hallucinating and passing out for about 4 days. Fell on my face when I passed out in the bathroom and broke my nose.. this happened about 3 weeks ago.
  • Tylenol (paracetamol) OD--took upwards of 24,000mg twice and had the worst stomach pains every!!! Kept vomiting for days on end and couldn't keep anything down for about a week. Would not recommend this.
  • Ambien OD
  • Tried to slit my throat, but my boyfriend came in and saw me.
I'm still considering
  • Partial suspension
  • Cutting my throat
  • SN
 
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Jodes

Jodes

Enlightened
Nov 23, 2018
1,261
Inert Gas (V likely)
V. V. high jump (Reserve option)
Train (Reserve option #2)
Slicing wire decapitation
Heroin OD
Drowning (etc) once unconscious (drugs or ?)
Exsanguination with a catheter (a new idea I'm resesrching. Might be relatively clean at least, blood in a container, comfortable, even do it in bed. Assuming it won't just half kill me ). I think the vein will just dry up.
 
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Thoughtforms

Thoughtforms

Experienced
Nov 1, 2018
220
Overdose on meds
London Underground
In front of a train
CO (I have some charcoal grills stored away)
N (I have bitcoin)

I'm gknna go with SN
 
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Sinbad

Sinbad

Self-Annihilation is loading...95%
Nov 27, 2018
542
Jumping is the only option for me.
Even the fall can be a pleasant experience with the right mindset. The problem tho, I feel sorry for the people who find my disfigured body.
Now, most likely I will use the little money I have on a trip to Mexico. I got all the papers ready.. only waiting for my salary to pay for the flight.:ahhha:
 
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Battered_Seoul

Experienced
Jun 13, 2018
254
Attempted:
-Partial.

Considered/Researched:
-Drowning with sedatives
-Inert Gas
-CO
-Night Night

Actively considering
-Chloroquine
-SN
 
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Tyuiop

Student
Nov 25, 2018
155
Attempted:
Overdosing medicines - did it three times with different meds
Slitting my throat - coudn't cut deep enough, didn't even get a scar

Considering:
Jumping from a high building/bridge
Partial or full suspension(will try soon)
 
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Shewaitsforme

Arcanist
Sep 23, 2018
493
OD 1 ketamine
OD 2 sleeping tablets
(not really attempts as i knew it wouldnt work just wanted to pass out)

Partial with ketamine ( couldnt get the ketamine, couldnt pass out)

Now planning Nitrogen and exit bag (1st real attempt ill make)
 
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divinized

divinized

Member
Nov 26, 2018
84
- Slitting my throat
- Slitting my wrists
^ Both of these are very hard to die from, I see that now.
- Hanging
- Jumping off a high building
 
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Xerxes

Xerxes

Invisible
Nov 8, 2018
936
Jumping from bridge, full suspension, and throat slitting are my current choices. I got the rope already and I got plenty of nice knives. I already know the bridge I'll be jumping from. I just don't know when.
 
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Toenditall

Toenditall

im already dead just need to kill the body
Nov 10, 2018
225
tried hanging sliting my wrists and 3 drug ods all failed due to improper planing but going for my 4th od in a couple of weeks fully planned out and ready to go i will not fail this time
 
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