ways to go without gun and low funds

[TookiBird2000]

I have severe treatment resistant BPD and no matter how hard I try I always screw up. I have decided for peace to remain in our house, I must go.

I live in a country where guns aren't easily accessible. I have knives but I'm not sure if they are sharp enough to kill me. I have mental health pills (Escitalopram, Ability, and Risperidone) which I have tried taking all at once before but it does nothing. I just want to go but I have not really anything to do it with. Does anyone have any affordable tips on how I could do this? And urgently?

 

[Forveleth]

Welcome to SaSu! I am sorry life has brought you to this point. I do not have BPD personally but I have done some research on it and it is definitely a very difficult condition to live with although many have achieved a pretty good life while having it.

It is against the rules to directly tell you how to kill yourself. However, there are some threads you can look at and do your own research:

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[FuneralCry]

I just wish to be gone as well, it's just so dreadful and cruel to me how it's so difficult to be permanently free from this existence, all I wish for is to cease existing painlessly in an guaranteed way. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find the peace from suffering you search for.