gizzreid
spence
- Apr 26, 2023
- 140
man. i was just wrapping shit up and then 3 days ago my friend/ex coworker died. he didn't CTB, he had a seizure (he was epileptic) at the wrong time and suffocated. he was a really good person and didn't deserve it, but now i'm worried people will think i did it cause of him which would not be true. i don't process death the way most do so it's not effecting me like it would most which partially makes me feel guilty but also he was autistic like me so i think he'd totally get it.
as bad as it sounds though, i was a bit nervous about his reaction to when i CTB so… one less person to feel bad about i guess. i hope he's at peace and i hope i get to join him soon.
as bad as it sounds though, i was a bit nervous about his reaction to when i CTB so… one less person to feel bad about i guess. i hope he's at peace and i hope i get to join him soon.
