For me it was hot garbage. Possibly one of the worst years ever, very few good things happened this year.
BlueWidow
Visionary
- Oct 6, 2019
- 2,179
That's a big NO. Every year since my husband passed away in October 2017 has sucked worse than the previous year did.
2020 will be my last!
2020 will be my last!
LMLN
Paragon
- Aug 10, 2019
- 929
Worst year ever. The love of my life died. I hope 2020 is my last.
DepressionsAHo
Heaven gained a new ho
- Feb 15, 2019
- 831
Bit of an odd question to ask on this forum wouldn't you say lmao
no it's been the worst year of my life. A complete downward spiral. I've been ill for a long time but I came to the sudden realization this year that I've had absolutely no help and things have just gotten worse instead of better. I tried to better myself this year by making an effort to lose weight among other things but it all backfired in my face. Now I just am so physically sick I can't do anything.
well there could be some people here who have actually recovered in the last year?
xXSarac3nSlay3rXx
“Leaving this world is not as scary as it sounds.”
- Mar 3, 2019
- 248
It hasn't been an especially good year, despite a few good moments here and there. Either 2019 or 2018 take the cake for worst year for me. It seems like my life has been on an overall downward trend since conception.
BPD Barbie
Visionary
- Dec 1, 2019
- 2,361
The worst year I've had since I went through abuse as a child. Nothing will beat those years but shit, this has been a bad one. Sorry to see so many of us feel the same.
bigoutfit
Member
- Oct 7, 2019
- 50
Worst year for me as well was 2019. Lots of stuff went down and tried to CTB twice. Other people on here and everywhere else are going through so much as well though. I try to put that in perspective but it's hard sometimes. Here is to a better 2020 for me and everyone
It was the worst year of my life (all others where ok)and i think the next will get worse. My health is getting worse at the age at 34 the doctors dont come to conclusion,although everything is leading to one thing...and because the docs dont tell a diagnose everybody of my family is saying its your psyche...i was fine till last year.mentaly and physically,but if you have more and more pain,getting weaker from muscles ( i did a lot of sports before) cant participate in normal life like before and getting no help,ypur psyche surly suffers.
I was in hospital 7 times,visited 12 different doctors and went to a doctor like 40 or 50 times in total.
So fuck 2019, and well probably fuck 2020
I was in hospital 7 times,visited 12 different doctors and went to a doctor like 40 or 50 times in total.
So fuck 2019, and well probably fuck 2020
Nemeshisu
Experienced
- Dec 25, 2019
- 236
My dog passed away in November 2019, so no. It was terrible one. He was last thing keeping me in this world.
Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
DepressionsAHo
Heaven gained a new ho
- Feb 15, 2019
- 831
No it was terrible. This year and last year were the worst.
Despondent
Archangel
- Dec 20, 2019
- 6,777
It's been a bad year. I look back a year ago and when people say that a year can do a lot, they're not kidding. 2020 will be the same. I wish I wasn't such a coward and I could just ctb.
Kikoo Loool
Enlightened
- Feb 25, 2019
- 1,128
Worst year ever. I discovered that my wife had lied and robbes me for more than a decade. On yhe other hand, I met my best friend on SS this summer
Yeah but he/she asked in suicidal section not recovery.
any%
Student
- May 2, 2019
- 168
Ups and downs, but overall was good in spite of all my overwhelming health problems. I had a good spirit, cause I was deeply in love.
Losing my girlfriend of three years to an unexpected and unusually ugly breakup put me back in suicidal ideation though. Now I'm ready to CTB.
Losing my girlfriend of three years to an unexpected and unusually ugly breakup put me back in suicidal ideation though. Now I'm ready to CTB.
TearyEyedQueen
In the wrong timeline
- Nov 14, 2019
- 366
Nope. The worst one for me since 2012. At least the first half of 2018 was ok, while both halves of 2019 sucked in a different way. But still a part of a downward spiral.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
134340
Student
- Aug 23, 2019
- 163
The first half was absolutely the best year of my life. About mid-July my illusion of happiness began to crumble and I wound up feeling worse than ever. I had a fabulous six or so months though.
Flume
Villain
- Oct 28, 2019
- 300
No, it was the worst year of my life.
ReverendGreen
Sleepy
- Jun 27, 2019
- 123
Looking at it objectively, this year I...
Ultimately though 99% of the time life just sucks and it's going to be like that every year.
- Finally moved out of parent's house
- Was brave enough to go out by myself to concerts I enjoyed
- Stopped self-harming as frequently as I used to
- Met people at my new jobs who are close to my age and don't entirely hate me
- Got better at spending my time on a hobby instead of browsing the internet for hours
Ultimately though 99% of the time life just sucks and it's going to be like that every year.
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I'll never be able to do any of that
it's the main reason why i'll off myself
SinisterKid
Visionary
- Jun 1, 2019
- 2,113
I guess I made it this far and back in June that did not seem possible, so thats a win I suppose.
Freedom Believer
Forever alone.
- Dec 23, 2019
- 351
It used to be good, but now it isn't. I don't even want to be here by the time 2020 rolls around.
deflagrat
¡Si hablas español mándame un mensaje privado!
- Apr 9, 2018
- 360
There were some good things, but all in all I would have prefered to be able to ctb in peace, that way I wouldn't need excuses to stay alive, because there wouldn't be enough excuses left.
