Wanting to commit suicide

[Monmon]

I am so frustrated that I'm alive. I've been trying to commit suicide for the longest time and can't seem to find any ways for my end. I'm so frustrated with failing and just want assurance that what I do will end me.

I just need something that will be sure to kill me

 

[kuddelmuddel23]

Sorry to hear that. What methods have you tried? There is not one right method, for everyone it is different. It always depends on the person in question. If money and a longer wait is not a problem, then N is certainly the simplest and most peaceful method. Alternatively SN. The Exitbag can also be a good alternative. But there is no guarantee of success, with no method.

 

[Extremly kind <3]

I am so frustrated that I'm alive. I've been trying to commit suicide for the longest time and can't seem to find any ways for my end. I'm so frustrated with failing and just want assurance that what I do will end me.

I just need something that will be sure to kill me

Me2

 

[Monmon]

Sorry to hear that. What methods have you tried? There is not one right method, for everyone it is different. It always depends on the person in question. If money and a longer wait is not a problem, then N is certainly the simplest and most peaceful method. Alternatively SN. The Exitbag can also be a good alternative. But there is no guarantee of success, with no method.

Opioid overdose, what is the N method?

 

[Extremly kind <3]

Opioid overdose, what is the N method?

Nembutal

 

[kuddelmuddel23]

Opioid overdose, what is the N method?

Why did your attempt at opioids fail? Or is this method now out of the question?

If you could share some more information about yourself, it would be very helpful to help you choose a method. For example, if money is important to you (some methods can be very expensive), or if you otherwise have health restrictions, can't leave the house. Or if it is urgent, or if you can take some time.

Of course, please only share as much as you feel comfortable with.

What helped me at the beginning to understand the discussions here in the forum are the explanations of the acronyms. You can find them here:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/acronyms-on-here-for-new-users.6031

In general I would recommend you to download the PPeH and read it at least partially. Many methods are described there, also with an evaluation of speed, availability, reliability and so on. So I found out about N (Nembutal) and decided to do so, I found additional information in the Megathread.

You can find the PPeH here:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/the-peaceful-pill-ehandbook-march-24-2019-revision.14416/

 

[Monmon]

I can leave the house, I can't necessarily get anything suspicious sent here- it would have to be sneaked in the house by me. I have an okay amount of money, I could travel if I needed to.

 

[kuddelmuddel23]

In that case, N and SN are probably out of the running. Some users have said that N comes in a very discreet package, so you can't see anything from the outside. But you'd still have to make up a good story about why you get a package. Some SN vendors on eBay may also ask for discrete packaging so that there are no obvious labels on the outside. Still, in your situation, probably not the easiest methods.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/megathread-getting-n-from-a.2544/

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-megathread.1156/

A good alternative is the ExitBag, because you can legally buy all components without being asked questions. So you could buy everything in stores in your area and then smuggle it into your house in a box. A disadvantage is that the construction is a bit more complicated and the technique is very important. So it is best to try a test beforehand.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/exit-bag-and-inert-gas-megathread.8393/

Then of course there is partial or full suspension hanging. This is a good idea, because you only need one rope. But also here the technique is important. But if you do it right, it's fast and painless.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/how-to-hang-yourself.1183/

Another method could be jumping. Since you can travel, it shouldn't be a problem to find a suitable place for it. In the worst case you would have to drive a few kilometres. If the height is right, then this method has a very high chance of success and the fall lasts only a few seconds.

At the end you have to research and find out which method suits you best.
There are a lot more information and additional methods in the ressource section. You should check it out!

 

[sweetandsanctioned]

I am so frustrated that I'm alive. I've been trying to commit suicide for the longest time and can't seem to find any ways for my end. I'm so frustrated with failing and just want assurance that what I do will end me.

I just need something that will be sure to kill me

Maybe you are meant to be here then. <3
Though I know it's extremely difficult and hard.

 

[Challu]

Maybe you are meant to be here then. <3
Though I know it's extremely difficult and hard.

Thread was 4 years ago.

 

[sweetandsanctioned]

Thread was 4 years ago.

Oh.. I only just noticed now. Wonder if they are still alive.

 

[Sparr0w]

Oh.. I only just noticed now. Wonder if they are still alive.

you've responded to a few old posts now, you'll see some newer stuff if on the sidebar you go to forums -> new posts :)

 

[sweetandsanctioned]

you've responded to a few old posts now, you'll see some newer stuff if on the sidebar you go to forums -> new posts :)

Ok thank you. :) It's 'cause I'm new.

 

[rationaltake]

Ok thank you. :) It's 'cause I'm new.

I just check the dates on the posts now as I've replied to old messages before. I know the site can be confusing at first.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand the frustrations of the OP, I hate how difficult it is for us to finally exit this world, it's so incredibly cruel how as humans we are denied the options of peaceful and reliable methods. I hope that they found the freedom they were searching for, I know that this thread is years old.