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nosoul

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Apr 1, 2023
453
Just advil and benzos, feel full intestines but if stomach clear will it work?
 
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depressedlover

In Transit waiting for the bus
Apr 12, 2023
178
Are you still constipated if i may ask?
 
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nosoul

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Apr 1, 2023
453
Are you still constipated if i may ask?
Sadly, feel stuffed up and no appetite but feel can't eat. I just have few days left, my body is failing me, may do partial hanging but it's tough
 
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depressedlover

In Transit waiting for the bus
Apr 12, 2023
178
I think you should try laxatives if you want to succeed with Sn,if i were you,i would seek medical help to clear the constipation,thereafter i'll not eat anything else,fast then start my Sn regime.
 
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nosoul

Arcanist
Apr 1, 2023
453
My family will just send me to mental hospital if I don't succeed. Can't sleep can't ear, but thinking I Kat try to fast and SN but that is probably bad news?

I have to just commit, my stomach just grumbles feel to weak to shit. I'm basically bed ridden because of sleep issues and thexmeds they put me on.

Just hanging maybe, I have to figure things out but no AEs my heath is just so fucked brain health too
 
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depressedlover

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Apr 12, 2023
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I'm so sorry for what you're going through,i hope it'll end soon.
If i may ask,wouldn't it be risky to use SN if you're under a tight watch? you might be found
 
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nosoul

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Apr 1, 2023
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I'm so sorry for what you're going through,i hope it'll end soon.
If i may ask,wouldn't it be risky to use SN if you're under a tight watch? you might be found
I got no place to go right now, I think determined partial hanging might be my only out, getting constipated because I have insomnia. I wish I had a bullet, things are real bad.
I got no place to go right now, I think determined partial hanging might be my only out, getting constipated because I have insomnia. I wish I had a bullet, things are real Noone
Noone is monitoring me,but my body is failing, I need to end it, but si and fear is there
I got no place to go right now, I think determined partial hanging might be my only out, getting constipated because I have insomnia. I wish I had a bullet, things are real Noone
Noone is monitoring me,but my body is failing, I need to end it, but si and fear is there
 

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