GlassPillow
New Member
- Jun 3, 2023
- 1
Hi, I've been on this website for a while now trying to figure out how to represent myself here. Little bit about me, I have a belief that life is cliché. That means my life, your life, your/my/society problem are meant to not be taken seriously and not in any way important. As you may guessed this conscious approach to life sometimes doesn't aligned with my emotional reaction to reality. I still have sympathy, sadness, anger, or other humanely emotions. The thing is as of right now I live in two different set of emotional state as a result of me living in 2 different city periodically (around 3-6 months per year). The first one is the state where I am lonely and my emotions are desensitized. This state is the closest with my belief where I'm happy that anything is irrelevant (its also the place where I grew up). The second one is where I'm engaged with the community and have a profound emotional and sympathetic presence. I really treasure and severely hate that second state (unable to apply my belief fully have a role).
I'm writing this with my first emotional state. Correspondingly I have this fascination with this forum the same way when I see gore. Gore made me feel uneasy and disturbed, that way I want to know about the story of people behind this forum through talking one-to-one in DMs. I believed that in the end everyone here is human that went through a lot and I want to understand that.
I'm writing this with my first emotional state. Correspondingly I have this fascination with this forum the same way when I see gore. Gore made me feel uneasy and disturbed, that way I want to know about the story of people behind this forum through talking one-to-one in DMs. I believed that in the end everyone here is human that went through a lot and I want to understand that.
