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Can’tbearanything

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Feb 29, 2020
58
God I want so so so so badly just to die. Wake up every day and can't believe how awful things in my life are and know it's impossible for them to get better. Wish with everything that I have that I would just die. God I want to die so much.
There was a moment I could have ended it a few years ago I really wish that I had taken it.
Certain things happen in life and you can never go back.
It's over
 
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Flippintogo

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Sep 18, 2024
26
I can relate. It pains me so much to feel empty and hopeless. Nothing is getting better.
 
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IkaXo

IkaXo

on burnt, gauzed wings
Jul 30, 2024
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Sometimes, my desire to go is unbearable as well. Self harm is what keeps me going.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,115
I understand, I just wish to be free from all the suffering as well, all I personally hope for is to never exist again, death truly would be the only relief for me and it brings me so much pain how I cannot just fall into an dreamless, eternal sleep, as long as I exist I'll always and only wish to be gone. But anyway I hope you find the peace you search for.
 
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everydaythesame

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Nov 19, 2023
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I share your pain, your too nice of a person to be feeling like this. I wish their was something i could do.
 

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