thinking so much about buying a rope and just doing it. Why can't I do it I must be a coward, and I feel like such a bad person. I think I am, and I have 0 significance to anyone alive... really wanna go.
I feel your pain. I'm just so terrified of failing again and ending back in a mental institution possibly for an indefinite amount of time or worse. It's so cruel the way society treats the suicidal.
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I finally went out and bought 4m of nylon rope, more than enough. I practiced the slip knot and securing it, but haven't done a practice hanging yet. Maybe this weekend.
It takes a while to get there. I hope you never do. I'm almost done though. Also considering H2S as a method.
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