Want to be a wise man

[dandan]

9 it was a great day despite it all, only by the end, insomnia hits again, and thinking, I'm nearly 40, I am in fact without CTBing ideas so that's a BIG Plus, BUT i still lack character, I lack clarity, I'm 40 and I want to date like if I was 20, plus I'm so unsure of what thing to think, but no one has total clarity, they can believe they do, but them could be fucked up, but if they are clear then they are in fact better than me, from the point of view I'm looking at it of course....





Is like if I wanted to be here thinking perfectly ingenious things of how I will make a better life, or play a great movie in my mind, or learning to think critically that I would be acclaimed by the world for my perfect thinking, because I'm so rational and so wise....



I want to be a wise man



That's how I did today

 

[Tristan]

I always like to see a person read a book on a park bench or the trains and I wish I was doing the same they look so wise reading those paper books. 2 pages and I'm bored.

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

I always like to see a person read a book on a park bench or the trains and I wish I was doing the same they look so wise reading those paper books.