Suicat
Part human, part cat.
- Oct 1, 2018
- 81
Hi, sorry I haven't been around for a while! I Had ECT and it actually seemed to help but things are getting lower and to me that just says I'm meant to die, I've "almost succeeded" a few things and totally failed others but I was just wondering if there was anything pretty lethal (dosages for female 200kg) on this website, they sell "carfentanil" but all the users have low rating. My other plan in desperation is attempted hanging again or using 1.4 BDO rectally with benzos and a bit of codeine. But of course, I'd rather be able to inhale or swallow whatever the particular chemical might be. Though I don't mind too much rectally as I bought a large syringe with a large, soft, silicone "needle" designed for anal play which would work just fine for such things. I know my weight is a big issue but if anyone could point me in the right direction. I ordered 1,5g ketamine but I doubt that will kill me. Anyway, many thanks if you can help!