Suicat

Suicat

Part human, part cat.
Oct 1, 2018
81
Hi, sorry I haven't been around for a while! I Had ECT and it actually seemed to help but things are getting lower and to me that just says I'm meant to die, I've "almost succeeded" a few things and totally failed others but I was just wondering if there was anything pretty lethal (dosages for female 200kg) on this website, they sell "carfentanil" but all the users have low rating. My other plan in desperation is attempted hanging again or using 1.4 BDO rectally with benzos and a bit of codeine. But of course, I'd rather be able to inhale or swallow whatever the particular chemical might be. Though I don't mind too much rectally as I bought a large syringe with a large, soft, silicone "needle" designed for anal play which would work just fine for such things. I know my weight is a big issue but if anyone could point me in the right direction. I ordered 1,5g ketamine but I doubt that will kill me. Anyway, many thanks if you can help!
 
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GeorgeJL

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2019
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Hi, sorry I haven't been around for a while! I Had ECT and it actually seemed to help but things are getting lower and to me that just says I'm meant to die, I've "almost succeeded" a few things and totally failed others but I was just wondering if there was anything pretty lethal (dosages for female 200kg) on this website, they sell "carfentanil" but all the users have low rating. My other plan in desperation is attempted hanging again or using 1.4 BDO rectally with benzos and a bit of codeine. But of course, I'd rather be able to inhale or swallow whatever the particular chemical might be. Though I don't mind too much rectally as I bought a large syringe with a large, soft, silicone "needle" designed for anal play which would work just fine for such things. I know my weight is a big issue but if anyone could point me in the right direction. I ordered 1,5g ketamine but I doubt that will kill me. Anyway, many thanks if you can help!
To CTB you can look up morphine, heroin, or nembutal.
 
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jules18

Member
Mar 1, 2019
94
I've tried ordering fentanyl patches off Wall St. and was scammed out of my money. Using FIRST instead of escrow was a big mistake.

There are a ton of scammers on Dream and Wall St. But if you use escrow you can at least ask the admins for a refund.
 
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Suicat

Suicat

Part human, part cat.
Oct 1, 2018
81
To CTB you can look up morphine, heroin, or nembutal.
Nembutal is rarely real unless it's from N, a lot of users on here have reported that even though it's very tempting.
I've tried ordering fentanyl patches off Wall St. and was scammed out of my money. Using FIRST instead of escrow was a big mistake.

There are a ton of scammers on Dream and Wall St. But if you use escrow you can at least ask the admins for a refund.
Always scammers, sucks. I got myself some ketamine and picked escrow but I don't really understand it. It does say to finalize order once the parcel is received so I'm assuming the escrow was working.
To CTB you can look up morphine, heroin, or nembutal.
I meant from A, I don't really know how to edit replies on this new format.
 
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fisil

Arcanist
Mar 9, 2019
432
Hi, sorry I haven't been around for a while! I Had ECT and it actually seemed to help but things are getting lower and to me that just says I'm meant to die, I've "almost succeeded" a few things and totally failed others but I was just wondering if there was anything pretty lethal (dosages for female 200kg) on this website, they sell "carfentanil" but all the users have low rating. My other plan in desperation is attempted hanging again or using 1.4 BDO rectally with benzos and a bit of codeine. But of course, I'd rather be able to inhale or swallow whatever the particular chemical might be. Though I don't mind too much rectally as I bought a large syringe with a large, soft, silicone "needle" designed for anal play which would work just fine for such things. I know my weight is a big issue but if anyone could point me in the right direction. I ordered 1,5g ketamine but I doubt that will kill me. Anyway, many thanks if you can help!
There is a australian guy selling liquid fentanyl with many good ratings...
 
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Suicat

Part human, part cat.
Oct 1, 2018
81
What about oxymorphone? I've had a look and it seems like there are a hell of a lot of accidental overdoses.... Always bloody accidental but when you try yourself it never works.
Or a gram of heroin for a non user. I'm just very conscious of my weight being an issue.
 
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Elek

Student
Feb 2, 2019
101
Apparently there are many sellers who offer sealed, legit brand N and accepts Escrow or Multisig Escrow... do you think it's worth a try?
 
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whereisfreedom

Student
Feb 3, 2019
154
Would test it in a labor (spain) to see if it is legit.
 
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salvation

Yo
Mar 21, 2019
123
use eskrow only
 
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Suicat

Suicat

Part human, part cat.
Oct 1, 2018
81
Apparently there are many sellers who offer sealed, legit brand N and accepts Escrow or Multisig Escrow... do you think it's worth a try?
I've looked and none of them have a a high seller level, are trusted and neither do the items themselves have star ratings, so I don't trust them, I can't be dealing with the fuss of arguing with a seller for selling false goods.
 
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ddutch

Done with life
Oct 28, 2018
396
Hi, sorry I haven't been around for a while! I Had ECT and it actually seemed to help but things are getting lower and to me that just says I'm meant to die, I've "almost succeeded" a few things and totally failed others but I was just wondering if there was anything pretty lethal (dosages for female 200kg) on this website, they sell "carfentanil" but all the users have low rating. My other plan in desperation is attempted hanging again or using 1.4 BDO rectally with benzos and a bit of codeine. But of course, I'd rather be able to inhale or swallow whatever the particular chemical might be. Though I don't mind too much rectally as I bought a large syringe with a large, soft, silicone "needle" designed for anal play which would work just fine for such things. I know my weight is a big issue but if anyone could point me in the right direction. I ordered 1,5g ketamine but I doubt that will kill me. Anyway, many thanks if you can help!

The best way is the nembutal from A get his email from the book and you have the real stuff. Dark web is to. Risky with all the scammers
 
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Suicat

Suicat

Part human, part cat.
Oct 1, 2018
81
The best way is the nembutal from A get his email from the book and you have the real stuff. Dark web is to. Risky with all the scammers
I've ordered a gram of heroin #3, I have no idea how much liquid that will make up (I know how to make it up) so I bought two 100 ml syringes and some butterfly needles cause I'm a pussy with needles in veins even though I self harm and slice through a hell of a lot of veins. But I just want to make sure I get the needle in and then attach the syringe, otherwise I'll administer it rectally and it'll be fine because no needle attached. I'll be taking quite a lot of benzos too and unrelated, I've ordered 1.5g ketamine so depending on how much of that I use up, I'll use the rest in my suicide (hopefully not just an attempt and just a suicide.) Didn't trust a single person on wall St market with N, and tbh barely with carfentanil because of the amounts they were selling.
 
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StGerman

Member
Feb 22, 2019
46
I've ordered a gram of heroin #3, I have no idea how much liquid that will make up (I know how to make it up) so I bought two 100 ml syringes and some butterfly needles cause I'm a pussy with needles in veins even though I self harm and slice through a hell of a lot of veins. But I just want to make sure I get the needle in and then attach the syringe, otherwise I'll administer it rectally and it'll be fine because no needle attached. I'll be taking quite a lot of benzos too and unrelated, I've ordered 1.5g ketamine so depending on how much of that I use up, I'll use the rest in my suicide (hopefully not just an attempt and just a suicide.) Didn't trust a single person on wall St market with N, and tbh barely with carfentanil because of the amounts they were selling.
 
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drakewantstogo

Pressure building
Nov 9, 2018
188
Hi, sorry I haven't been around for a while! I Had ECT and it actually seemed to help but things are getting lower and to me that just says I'm meant to die, I've "almost succeeded" a few things and totally failed others but I was just wondering if there was anything pretty lethal (dosages for female 200kg) on this website, they sell "carfentanil" but all the users have low rating. My other plan in desperation is attempted hanging again or using 1.4 BDO rectally with benzos and a bit of codeine. But of course, I'd rather be able to inhale or swallow whatever the particular chemical might be. Though I don't mind too much rectally as I bought a large syringe with a large, soft, silicone "needle" designed for anal play which would work just fine for such things. I know my weight is a big issue but if anyone could point me in the right direction. I ordered 1,5g ketamine but I doubt that will kill me. Anyway, many thanks if you can help!
don't buy it. I really doubt someone is really selling carfentanyl. Try looking for fentanyl instead
 
RememberWhatUCameFor

RememberWhatUCameFor

dont cry for me im already dead
Nov 20, 2018
590
why dont you just buy the n from this mexican dude?

or do the charcoal method?
 

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