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nopointofliving

nopointofliving

Warrior
Apr 19, 2021
513
I hate to wake up. when I open my eyes, I feel so lonely.

I'm still on bed , feeling so lonely with some fear and irritation.

Does anyone else experience this? or is it just me?
 
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karel1987

Student
Dec 29, 2020
114
Yeah i hope i dont wake up
 
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UterEntonaur

UterEntonaur

Specialist
Aug 17, 2020
340
Does anyone else experience this? or is it just me?
Sometimes I wish I didn't wake up, because that's when the struggles start, at least when you're asleep/dreaming you feel free :hug:
 
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Conflict3d

Conflict3d

Member
May 11, 2021
37
Dreams are often much better then reality for me lately. Wish I could just sleep as long as I wanted to.
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,163
I can relate!

Everytime I wake up I'm like, "Damn, this again?"

I don't even know if I'm the same person as yesterday. You know, we're just "turned off" and then "turned on" . So weird lol.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,305
I can relate. Despite having bad dreams, I really enjoy sleep, its an break from life and I see it as like being dead without the commitment. I do feel so disappointed when I am pulled out of that state and I have to be fully conscious.
 
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ExhaustedExistence

ExhaustedExistence

Life is just waiting for death
Mar 26, 2021
693
I hate waking up. I would rather sleep forever than be awake.

However I have to get up very quickly, because otherwise I wouldn't be able to get up at all.
 
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BlankUser

Mage
Apr 24, 2021
501
I don't like to wake up. Once I wake up, my OCD decides it's time to attack me and make my day miserable.
 
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Pen>Sword

Pen>Sword

Ad Majorem Dei Gloriam
Jan 13, 2021
465
I want eternal sleep called death.
 
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heretogethelp

Specialist
May 3, 2021
311
I hate to wake up. when I open my eyes, I feel so lonely.

I'm still on bed , feeling so lonely with some fear and irritation.

Does anyone else experience this? or is it just me?
same here :)
 
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Bat 17

Bat 17
Mar 30, 2021
307
Mornings are the worst part of my day now and I used to love mornings. In addition to feeling tranquillised by my medication so I struggle to wake up, the house feels quiet and lonely
 
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