
supremacyofdeath
Member
- Apr 16, 2025
- 49
I want to get into therapy as lately my thoughts have developed from suicidal ideation into homocidal thoughts yet I'd be put on a waitlist. 6 months to a year of wait, how ridiculous. It's compulsive and whenever I get irritated I used to just think "hey I could blow my brains out right in front of you" and now it's just "I could kill you right now".
Why do I have to die and suffer because of others? Society would be so perfect if I could get rid of whoever I wanted to
Why do I have to die and suffer because of others? Society would be so perfect if I could get rid of whoever I wanted to