waiting for sn to come its getting so hard now, i dont know how much longer i can hold on. sick of crying and this pain and being misunderstood the more i get to know about people the more it hurts and makes me realise i was never meant for this fucked up planet. inside its raging i dont get angry i dont like anger but in me its built up to that point and because i cant verbalise it to people because then i will be in the wrong again, it gets internalised and makes me completely determined and sure that i need to get out of this
WornOutLife
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- Mar 22, 2020
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Just relax and wait for it. It'll arrive sooner or later.
The surprising thing, though, is that some people once they get it, they "postpone" their CTB. Crazy huh?
The surprising thing, though, is that some people once they get it, they "postpone" their CTB. Crazy huh?
i get for some people just having it gives a peace of mind but for me its taking me out of this pain and a world that im not made to be part of
