Discussion Waiting

[kkatt]

Who else is waiting for others to pass before they can leave this life?
Despite my recent attempt,I have only convinced myself further that I cannot put my dad through more pain.
He has been through so much. He raised his siblings after his parents lost 2 kids to cot death (SIDS). He saw his younger sister decapitated by a truck after she ran to him to escape some bullies. He pulled his nephew's corpse from a vehicle after being hit by a drunk driver.
He has seen me waste my entire life,go to prison,and abuse everything he worked so hard to give me.
So I will wait. I know plenty of others are in similar posistions??

 

[Fragile]

I can relate to this, my mother had such a shitty life full of loss, betrayal and unfair situations. I can't do this to her, but i can't wait that long and each day life get's worse, i'm afraid she'll have to bury me one day.