waiting till January

[Decayed]

i honestly thought i had recovered and was getting better but im right back to feeling awful, im going set a date for January 14th 2026, if im not better by then, then i will CTB, i want it to be sooner but i don't want to fail and then have to drop out of uni for a hospitalisation again so im gonna wait till a time where if i fail it won't be as negative a impact as usual. im planning on using SH to make the waiting less awful

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand finding it awful to suffer in this existence, but anyway I wish you the best, I hope that you find the relief you search for.