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Would you rather die tonight in your sleep or win 100 million in the lottery?

  • Die tonight in your sleep

  • Win 100 millions in the lottery


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heydude56

Member
Aug 13, 2025
8
I don't care about money. Die peacefully in my sleep all day
 
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MissAbyss

MissAbyss

"I gazed for too long.."
Jul 20, 2025
37
Win the money so I can give it away to random people and animal charities in need.
Then, take a private helicopter to the highest possible location on the Himalayas to find my final rest there.
 
Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,495
Others people who prefer die in sleeping( unique chance )
 
EternalHunger

EternalHunger

Starved & Lonely
Sep 3, 2025
92
Why can't I just ctb after having some fun with the 100 million? Seems pretty easy given... Well the 100 million in hard cash. Could even give the rest away once I'm dead.
 
cowplantabduction

cowplantabduction

Beam me up, Scotty
Jul 21, 2025
35
Winning 100 million in the lottery because it would solve my problems that are making me consider CTB in the first place. What I REALLY want is not death but a comfortable life.
 
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closetoyou

closetoyou

Member
Aug 19, 2025
15
no offense to anyone here, but like 100 million dollars is just the objectively better option here lmao.

even if you blow millions on whatever excesses you desire and eventually grow bored, i'd imagine you'd could somehow get some guy to doordash you some N to your penthouse in las vegas with relative ease
 
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legoshi

legoshi

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Sep 3, 2024
119
100 million. Money could change alot of my problems and make people treat me like i actually exist even if it's all fake.
 
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hottopicpiss

hottopicpiss

New Member
Aug 10, 2025
3
100 million tonight, then I have enough move back to my home country and then divide the money between all my dearesr friends so that I can kill myself knowing they'll be properly compensated from it 😌
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,495
Money cant buy "Die in sleep "
You can win 100 million but never have chance to die in your sleep after...
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,495
No one here dreams of dying in their sleep tonight....I can't wait any longer....it's too long....anyone?
 
WishfulNeanderthal

WishfulNeanderthal

Wishing for better times
Apr 18, 2025
136
I picked 100 million because that will:
1. Allow me to have some fun before death.
2. Leave alot of money for my family.
3. With that kind of cash you could easily get N, or pay someone to setup a perfectly made inert gas setup.
4. Or i'd just die on some opiod.
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,495
I picked 100 million because that will:
1. Allow me to have some fun before death.
2. Leave alot of money for my family.
3. With that kind of cash you could easily get N, or pay someone to setup a perfectly made inert gas setup.
4. Or i'd just die on some opiod.
I don't know how you do it? I want to die now or in the coming weeks... I don't want to wait much longer... And even with all this money, I'm not at all sure I'll find real N, or that doctors or veterinarians will accept it.
 
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verminnnn

Member
Dec 4, 2019
33
dying in my sleep would be wonderful. money is nothing to me; i've never wanted any more than exactly what i needed, and i liked to spend it on somebody who's not in my life anymore, so it would be for the best if i just never woke up
 
Anachronistic

Anachronistic

Member
Apr 15, 2023
5
If I had this kind of money, I wouldn't be suicidal at all. I need money to have better life quality. To live in a place of my own. To have my own stuff and not be financially dependent of my father and owe nothing to no one. To buy a better desk so I don't have awful back pain daily. To buy healthy food and afford to have a pool where I can swim alone, since I hate exercising but love to swim. This would make losing weight for my surgery much easier and faster. To pay for my transition surgeries. To stuff like what happened today not happen again - me crying in public in the optician because my father refused to buy me the best lenses because they're too expensive. I wouldn't feel unworthy of life, specially a good life, like I do now. Unfortunately we live in a world where money is absolutely necessary to live, and this shatters my heart, being an autistic young adult who is too burnt out and scared because of ASD to work like anyone else.
 
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slowdance

Member
Dec 19, 2024
85
Win the 100 million, leave 99.99 million to friends and family. Use the other 0.01 million to get some Nembutal.
Can I change my vote to this? Buying a peaceful death and giving the rest to the deserving is brilliant. Best of both worlds
 
Andrew10

Andrew10

Student
May 6, 2023
108
no offense to anyone here, but like 100 million dollars is just the objectively better option here lmao.

even if you blow millions on whatever excesses you desire and eventually grow bored, i'd imagine you'd could somehow get some guy to doordash you some N to your penthouse in las vegas with relative ease
To say that it is objectively the best option is questionable and ignores the perspective of other users. There are many reasons why many choose the 100 million dollars: having that money would give them a better quality of life, solve their financial problems, or simply allow them to enjoy themselves more, and then CTB. I can understand that. "I have all that money, I can buy whatever I want or enjoy myself and then CTB." But that doesn't apply to everyone. There are people whose reasons for CTB are not due to their financial situation or economic quality of life; that amount of money would not delay their arrival at the bus either while the other option offers the desire that many have to leave this world and it is highly unlikely that money could offer such an opportunity. This is divided into "I don't want to die, I just want to stop suffering" or "I want to leave this world." That depends on the events and problems that each user here had to go through.
No one here dreams of dying in their sleep tonight....I can't wait any longer....it's too long....anyone?
Absolutely, I do. In some cases, there are people who are perfectly fine financially or health-wise and simply cannot stand this world and want to leave it, as would be the case for me. I have already had several events and a lot of unnecessary problems that have brought me to this point. Those events made me reflect deeply on how this world works and how meaningless it all is. I don't like it. I simply have no interest or ambition in anything. Thinking about what life is like bores me, with or without money. Being rich or not would not change anything; there would still be many problems and simple whims or pleasures for many. For me, it is simply a mask that temporarily hides how everything really is. My reasons for being in CTB are divided. On the one hand, there were the events I had to endure, but even if they hadn't happened, the other part wouldn't change, and that's how this world works being rich or not, this like will still suck ass. And this question gives me two options: one is to have a lot of money, and the second would be to leave this world in the best possible way. Dying in my sleep would be a privilege for me, or rather, it would be a fantasy come true. Since dying in your sleep is something that cannot be achieved. and that is far superior and much better than any other method; it's practically a train that I wouldn't let get away My only motivation and ambition is to get out of this dump. It's the only thing I really aspire to and desire.

(If you've read this far, thank you, and sorry for the long reply. I got a little excited writing this.😅. To anyone reading this I send you all a big hug and hope you have a good day. Wish you all the best, whatever decision you choose to make. Peace ✌️♥)
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
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Affirmer que c'est objectivement la meilleure option est discutable et ignore le point de vue des autres utilisateurs. De nombreuses raisons poussent beaucoup à choisir les 100 millions de dollars : avoir cet argent leur offrirait une meilleure qualité de vie, résoudrait leurs problèmes financiers ou leur permettrait simplement de profiter davantage, et puis, le CTB. Je peux comprendre cela. « J'ai tout cet argent, je peux acheter ce que je veux ou me faire plaisir, et puis, le CTB . » Mais cela ne s'applique pas à tout le monde. Certains choisissent le CTB sans lien avec leur situation financière ou leur niveau de vie ; cette somme ne retarderait pas non plus leur arrivée au bus, tandis que l'autre option répond au désir de beaucoup de quitter ce monde, et il est très peu probable que l'argent puisse offrir une telle opportunité. Cela se divise en : « Je ne veux pas mourir, je veux juste arrêter de souffrir » ou « Je veux quitter ce monde ». Cela dépend des événements et des difficultés que chaque utilisateur a traversés.

Absolument. Il y a des gens qui se portent parfaitement bien financièrement ou en bonne santé, mais qui ne supportent tout simplement pas ce monde et veulent le quitter, comme ce serait mon cas. J'ai déjà vécu plusieurs événements et beaucoup de problèmes inutiles qui m'ont amené là. Ces événements m'ont fait réfléchir profondément au fonctionnement de ce monde et à son inutilité. Je n'aime pas ça. Je n'ai tout simplement aucun intérêt ni ambition pour quoi que ce soit. Penser à la vie m'ennuie, avec ou sans argent. Être riche ou non ne changerait rien ; il y aurait encore beaucoup de problèmes, de petits caprices ou de plaisirs pour beaucoup. Pour moi, ce n'est qu'un masque qui cache temporairement la réalité. Mes raisons d'être en CTB sont multiples. D'un côté, il y a les événements que j'ai dû endurer, mais même s'ils n'étaient pas arrivés, de l'autre, cela n'aurait rien changé, et c'est ainsi que fonctionne ce monde. Que l'on soit riche ou non, ce genre de vie sera toujours aussi nul. Et cette question me donne deux options : l'une est d'avoir beaucoup d'argent, et la seconde serait de quitter ce monde de la meilleure façon possible. Mourir dans mon sommeil serait un privilège pour moi, ou plutôt, ce serait un fantasme devenu réalité. Car mourir dans son sommeil est quelque chose d'irréalisable. Et c'est bien supérieur et bien meilleur que toute autre méthode ; c'est pratiquement un train que je ne laisserais pas filer. Ma seule motivation et ambition est de sortir de ce trou. C'est la seule chose à laquelle j'aspire et que je désire vraiment.

(Si vous avez lu jusqu'ici, merci et désolé pour la longue réponse. J'étais un peu excité d'écrire ceci. 😅À tous ceux qui lisent ceci, je vous envoie un gros câlin et j'espère que vous passerez une bonne journée. Je vous souhaite le meilleur, quelle que soit la décision que vous choisirez de prendre. Paix ✌️♥)
🫂🫂🤩🤩👍👍👍👍👍Same
 
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WhiteSkinRedBlood

WhiteSkinRedBlood

Member
Aug 17, 2025
13
Money doesn't fix any of my problems. Never will. I'd choose death.
 
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