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does anybody know which ligature he was using? is it really a dog leash?
 
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I tried this so many times and failed.
Last time had just given up so pulled the knot around so i could breathe.
Next thing I was coming round with a nurse giving me CPR, lying in a pool of my own piss
 
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LittleJem

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I tried practicing partial today for the first time. I didn't have any fuzzy feeling. I'm confused where the rope needs to go and how to lean. Tips appreciated. I have read the instructions and looked at diagrams, but no luck so far..
 
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I tried practicing partial today for the first time. I didn't have any fuzzy feeling. I'm confused where the rope needs to go and how to lean. Tips appreciated. I have read the instructions and looked at diagrams, but no luck so far..
Id recommend getting the rope below your Adam's apple and leaning forward. For me at least leaning forward made it easy to apply pressure on the neck. I'm also a guy who spend a lot of effort and time to get partial right, but never managed sadly.
 
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Handsome guy, young, apparently with good physical heath. It strikes me as unbelievable he would kill himself over a girl. (I know he did it I speak portuguese)

For me the problem with partial is the way the body looks afterwards. Perhaps SN looks better? It may seen like a foolish question but the way the body looks has great impact in the family members.
 
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Id recommend getting the rope below your Adam's apple and leaning forward. For me at least leaning forward made it easy to apply pressure on the neck. I'm also a guy who spend a lot of effort and time to get partial right, but never managed sadly.
I don't know where Adam's apple is - do women have them? It's tricky isn't it. It's a dream method if could find the right spot
 
A_miStake_of_NATURE

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Death looks really ugly…..
Poor fellow….. So young…..
I wish people wouldn't kill themselves because of other people…..
 
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I don't know where Adam's apple is - do women have them? It's tricky isn't it. It's a dream method if could find the right spot
The Adam's apple is just your larynx and everyone has that. It's harder to locate if you are a woman though, because it doesn't usually poke out like it does with men. I'd recommend you either try to locate your larynx or you just experiment with the rope to find the right spot.
Death looks really ugly…..
Poor fellow….. So young…..
I wish people wouldn't kill themselves because of other people…..
To be fair if you are killing yourself, because of someone else, then you have some other serious problems.
 
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To be fair if you are killing yourself, because of someone else, then you have some other serious problems.
You're probably right….
 
stankboy421

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RIP menino. What I want to know tho is how these vids get on the internet in the first place :o do some people just have really morbid friends/family or what?
 
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To be fair if you are killing yourself, because of someone else, then you have some other serious problems.
This is going to sound crazy but this actually makes me very happy. I'm glad I have serious problems that justify what I'm doing, previously I thought it was because I was weak, which I didn't want to admit.
 
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This is going to sound crazy but this actually makes me very happy. I'm glad I have serious problems that justify what I'm doing, previously I thought it was because I was weak, which I didn't want to admit.
I'm glad I made you happy, even if it wasn't my intention. I don't know what you are going through, but for me it has been years of depression that have made live really hard and when something bad happens with someone I love then the normal feelings of sadness combined with my depressed suicidal mind is just too much and every second is just pure hell and I can't take it.
 
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I'm glad I made you happy, even if it wasn't my intention. I don't know what you are going through, but for me it has been years of depression that have made live really hard and when something bad happens with someone I love then the normal feelings of sadness combined with my depressed suicidal mind is just too much and every second is just pure hell and I can't take it.
Thank you. I'm sorry for your situation.

I don't have the typical reasons, but I've gone from no depression and anxiety through all of my life to depression and anxiety starting and getting slowly worse and worse. It's purely situational, but I can't get out without ctb. I did it to myself which is why I won't ask for help. Pride is a terrible thing.
 
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Thank you. I'm sorry for your situation.

I don't have the typical reasons, but I've gone from no depression and anxiety through all of my life to depression and anxiety starting and getting slowly worse and worse. It's purely situational, but I can't get out without ctb. I did it to myself which is why I won't ask for help. Pride is a terrible thing.
My live situation is partially my fault and partially not. Everything just sucks now and I just wish I could die already.
 
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RIP menino. What I want to know tho is how these vids get on the internet in the first place :o do some people just have really morbid friends/family or what?
I would assume the police got their hands on the phone and shared it.

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He tightened the ligature at second 10 and passed out by second 18 - took him 8 seconds to lose consciousness.. Thats pretty damn fast
 
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