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CornerE

CornerE

Needs a savior
Mar 12, 2019
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Ok guys .

Here is the juice .

I have no privacy .
Not even if I locked my room .
The pastards duplicate my keys ( I found the copies , not guessing )

I Got interrupted many times .
Last method they kinna switched the drug I ODd on .

So all I need now is a fast method that they can't handle .
No matter what they do they can't keep me alive ( they would LOVE if I got rescued into a disabled handicap or so - more suffering equals more fun )

So , painful and brutal is ok , I just have to take some pain if I wanna get it over with ( I have no choice )

Any recommendations ?


All I can think of is a chainsaw decapitation .
Petrol is said to be faster and sharper , despite being loud and the smell could give me away .
But I could beat that with a good timing .


Some people - women included - are reported to have used it with great success .

Autopsy report : instant death .


The missing part is how it is used.

But it had likely worked in different ways/positions with no problem at all .

Some guy even used it standing up and reapplied it to his neck ( they knew it through his steps in blood and other conclusions ) and still died .



I'm hopeless and all I need is some method that fits in that catagory :

>> So fast and efficient that it can not be interrupted .

That is my new "safe" options .

PS : I can't buy online , my country banned online paying even for ads and they highly control chemicals and carrier services contents inside out .
Being a girl makes it unsafe to reach for dealers here too .
Fraud is every corner and I wouldn't trust the quality of any drug here - even pharmaceutical over the counter ones
 
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Meretlein

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Feb 15, 2019
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Sodium azide or sodium cyanide. They are very painful and brutal but quick.
 
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Jordanles

The Peace Seeker
Mar 26, 2019
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there are many ways you can go about this. I have a few plans but would like to know the following. a) does your room have a window and closet? b) is it possible to barricade your door with furniture and the like? c) is money an issue? d) do you have access to knifes? with the following i could come up with a few plans but some require luck and some require sheer willpower.
 
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Dead beat dad

Dead beat dad

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Mar 5, 2019
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Hello brother, this sounds like you're in a hard place to be and you have my sympathies.
Your proposal sounds very violent and painful, have you given any thought to jumping?
What ever happens brother, I sincerely hope you can find what you're looking for and it brings you peace.
DBD
 
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CornerE

CornerE

Needs a savior
Mar 12, 2019
103
Sodium azide or sodium cyanide. They are very painful and brutal but quick.
Thanks a lot .
I could've had access to it in some other country though .
there are many ways you can go about this. I have a few plans but would like to know the following. a) does your room have a window and closet? b) is it possible to barricade your door with furniture and the like? c) is money an issue? d) do you have access to knifes? with the following i could come up with a few plans but some require luck and some require sheer willpower.


Yes , to all except for luck , NO ACCESS
I'm so unlucky ; let's dismiss those luck methods .
Come on , What do you got ?
Hello brother, this sounds like you're in a hard place to be and you have my sympathies.
Your proposal sounds very violent and painful, have you given any thought to jumping?
What ever happens brother, I sincerely hope you can find what you're looking for and it brings you peace.
DBD

Thanks for your kindness .

But I think jumping is more painful and violent . With a chance of painful surviving .
Gosh , I hope I don't jump out of frustration one day .

Decapitation with a sharp tool may not be painful at all .
You're mostly dead before you know it .
 
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Your Own Ghost

Your Own Ghost

Human
Mar 12, 2019
96
Do you have any active volcanoes near you?
 
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alizee

alizee

Arcanist
Jul 22, 2018
452
Poison hemlock seeds or the roots. Ebay or find in nature since it grows everywhere outside of a city. You don't need a chainsaw, a circular handheld saw that's small is good enough and would cut through the carotid artery like butter. I'm going to be using either of these methods or combined in the near future.
 
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Jordanles

The Peace Seeker
Mar 26, 2019
11
Im thinking of using a method that tries to trick whoever you don't want to find you. you will try to make them think you ran away to commit suicide when you are actually in the closet. you will need the following: a way to climb down from your window aka rope or ladder. a method of suicide that would take place in your closet, knife stab to chest, suspension hanging or anything else you can come up with that makes minimal noise.

you will set up by when your "guardians" aren't focused on you by setting up your method of suicide first as this will ensure a fast transition rather than setting up then committing suicide. after done setting up your suicide method you would barricade your door and set up your "escape" to make them think you left the house while you are dying in your closet. after your escape method is set up make it look like you actually tried to cover up your escape by leaving the window open how you would not normally do it aka maybe all the way open or halfway.

this method requires them to fall for the escape and not bother looking for you. I will type another reply with another method depending on if i can think of a better one. since i do not know who they are i cannot form a plan based on that.
after thinking of a method that does not need much luck but requires planning i came up with this.

if you are able to escape from your house do so with a rope that can be used for hanging. if you know of any places high up with something you can anchor the rope to this will help. you will find a spot to hang a rope and make a noose with it. the fastest way to achieve death would be to decapitate yourself with a long drop. which is where the tall building comes in. assuming the rope breaks you can still fall to your death.
 
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CornerE

CornerE

Needs a savior
Mar 12, 2019
103
Do you have any active volcanoes near you?

No , But that's quite creative :devil:
that's small is good enough and would cut through the carotid artery like butter.

Yes , but I think you're missing the point with focusing on the carotid artery .
It takes more time in pain .

I think they always aim for the spinal cord , that's the fast and fairly terminal point .
They don't have to cut all the back bone/neck off , they just cut deep enough in one side ( I've seen some post mortem photos ) and they're out in no time .

In my case , they got enough time to deal with some blood loss and I'm left with wide deep wound scar over there ( in best cases )



Im thinking of using a method that tries to trick whoever you don't want to find you. you will try to make them think you ran away to commit suicide when you are actually in the closet. you will need the following: a way to climb down from your window aka rope or ladder. a method of suicide that would take place in your closet, knife stab to chest, suspension hanging or anything else you can come up with that makes minimal noise.

you will set up by when your "guardians" aren't focused on you by setting up your method of suicide first as this will ensure a fast transition rather than setting up then committing suicide. after done setting up your suicide method you would barricade your door and set up your "escape" to make them think you left the house while you are dying in your closet. after your escape method is set up make it look like you actually tried to cover up your escape by leaving the window open how you would not normally do it aka maybe all the way open or halfway.

this method requires them to fall for the escape and not bother looking for you. I will type another reply with another method depending on if i can think of a better one. since i do not know who they are i cannot form a plan based on that.
after thinking of a method that does not need much luck but requires planning i came up with this.

if you are able to escape from your house do so with a rope that can be used for hanging. if you know of any places high up with something you can anchor the rope to this will help. you will find a spot to hang a rope and make a noose with it. the fastest way to achieve death would be to decapitate yourself with a long drop. which is where the tall building comes in. assuming the rope breaks you can still fall to your death.

I like the second one , suits me more .
It's a combination of both hanging and jumping , so l'm covering my own back .


But they're not really locking me in .

They're just trying to trick me into thinking that I have full privacy and control over my life and room , but act otherwise .

Thanks man .
I'm here for more scripts if any , you seem to be good at thinking outside of the box .

I'm curious , What's your chosen method for you exit ?
 
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alizee

alizee

Arcanist
Jul 22, 2018
452
Yes , but I think you're missing the point with focusing on the carotid artery .
It takes more time in pain .
Medical literature refers to the blood loss from the carotid artery being severed resulting in fainting after a few moments being a few minutes at most. Also the act of consuming poison hemlock seeds can be reassuring in any case. The plant is deadly if consumed and only a small amount is necessary.
I've had bad days in life where I wouldn't have wished to live to experience those moments. Anything less than an hour of pain for death is a steal compared to the before.
 
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color_me_gone

color_me_gone

Sun is rising
Dec 27, 2018
970
Dive head first into a commercial grade wood chipper.
This has always been a dream of mine.
In about 2 seconds, you will be in 10,000 little pieces.
Not even enough left to make a large bottle of Human Jerky.

The guys who use these things call them "Chuck and Duck", because they are so dangerous.
Once started, these things will pull you through mercilessly.
Many people have died going through these. Just Google wood chipper deaths.

Teamster president and crime syndicate associate Jimmy Hoffa, who body was never found,
was rumored to have been run through one of these things when he disappeared in 1975.
In 2013, that rumor has reappeared: https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/ar...fas-body-sent-WOOD-CHIPPER-remains-found.html

Additional benefits: no body to identify, no body to cremate, no funeral or burial.
9337
 
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Pulpit2018

Pulpit2018

Experienced
Oct 8, 2018
287
If you manage to cut a major artery like the neck ones,you will die fast enough.Its takes courage,but if you have no privacy that is one of the methods.
Do they check up on you during sleep too?
You can always make some turniquet and compress the blood flow to your brain.
But hanging is similar anyway.
How much time of solitude can you usually get?
You dont need more than 20 mins for hanging.
For cutting its takes a few mins up to 1-2 hours depending on how committed you are.

None of the methods are safe if you want to back out,or rescued though.So there is no going back.
Unless you can guarantee at least 20 mins of solitude avoid hanging.
 
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FTL.Wanderer

FTL.Wanderer

Enlightened
May 31, 2018
1,785
Ok guys .

Here is the juice .

I have no privacy .
Not even if I locked my room .
The pastards duplicate my keys ( I found the copies , not guessing )

I Got interrupted many times .
Last method they kinna switched the drug I ODd on .

So all I need now is a fast method that they can't handle .
No matter what they do they can't keep me alive ( they would LOVE if I got rescued into a disabled handicap or so - more suffering equals more fun )

So , painful and brutal is ok , I just have to take some pain if I wanna get it over with ( I have no choice )

Any recommendations ?


All I can think of is a chainsaw decapitation .
Petrol is said to be faster and sharper , despite being loud and the smell could give me away .
But I could beat that with a good timing .


Some people - women included - are reported to have used it with great success .

Autopsy report : instant death .


The missing part is how it is used.

But it had likely worked in different ways/positions with no problem at all .

Some guy even used it standing up and reapplied it to his neck ( they knew it through his steps in blood and other conclusions ) and still died .



I'm hopeless and all I need is some method that fits in that catagory :

>> So fast and efficient that it can not be interrupted .

That is my new "safe" options .

PS : I can't buy online , my country banned online paying even for ads and they highly control chemicals and carrier services contents inside out .
Being a girl makes it unsafe to reach for dealers here too .
Fraud is every corner and I wouldn't trust the quality of any drug here - even pharmaceutical over the counter ones

Guns illegal where you are?
 
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CornerE

CornerE

Needs a savior
Mar 12, 2019
103
Medical literature refers to the blood loss from the carotid artery being severed resulting in fainting after a few moments being a few minutes at most. Also the act of consuming poison hemlock seeds can be reassuring in any case. The plant is deadly if consumed and only a small amount is necessary.
I've had bad days in life where I wouldn't have wished to live to experience those moments. Anything less than an hour of pain for death is a steal compared to the before.

I can feel your pain .
I'm there already .
I hope you the best peaceful exit .


Dive head first into a commercial grade wood chipper.
This has always been a dream of mine.
In about 2 seconds, you will be in 10,000 little pieces.
Not even enough left to make a large bottle of Human Jerky.

The guys who use these things call them "Chuck and Duck", because they are so dangerous.
Once started, these things will pull you through mercilessly.
Many people have died going through these. Just Google wood chipper deaths.

Teamster president and crime syndicate associate Jimmy Hoffa, who body was never found,
was rumored to have been run through one of these things when he disappeared in 1975.
In 2013, that rumor has reappeared: https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/ar...fas-body-sent-WOOD-CHIPPER-remains-found.html

Additional benefits: no body to identify, no body to cremate, no funeral or burial.
View attachment 9337


Wow , that's a good piece of a saviour .
Thanks for the links .
I'll look it up .



If you manage to cut a major artery like the neck ones,you will die fast enough.Its takes courage,but if you have no privacy that is one of the methods.
Do they check up on you during sleep too?
You can always make some turniquet and compress the blood flow to your brain.
But hanging is similar anyway.
How much time of solitude can you usually get?
You dont need more than 20 mins for hanging.
For cutting its takes a few mins up to 1-2 hours depending on how committed you are.

None of the methods are safe if you want to back out,or rescued though.So there is no going back.
Unless you can guarantee at least 20 mins of solitude avoid hanging.

Thank you @Pulpit2018
No I don't have time .
They don't check on me during sleep - I lock the door from the inside .
So I wanna learn about the turniquet and the blood flow : time , pain , reliability , ...

Never mind .
I'll see if it's discussed here in the forum ?
Guns illegal where you are?

Yeah :notsure::notsure:
 
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NoOneKnows

NoOneKnows

Specialist
Sep 12, 2018
323
can I do SN during night while not home alone ?
 
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CornerE

CornerE

Needs a savior
Mar 12, 2019
103
can I do SN during night while not home alone ?

I myself wouldn't recommend it .
It needs privacy , preferably with no phones at reach .

It's painful .
Going through with symptoms , you may panic and unconsciously yell for help near the end .
The outcome won't be good physically , let alone being admitted .
 
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DarkStar1

Member
Apr 2, 2019
72
Thanks a lot .
I could've had access to it in some other country though .



Yes , to all except for luck , NO ACCESS
I'm so unlucky ; let's dismiss those luck methods .
Come on , What do you got ?


Thanks for your kindness .

But I think jumping is more painful and violent . With a chance of painful surviving .
Gosh , I hope I don't jump out of frustration one day .

Decapitation with a sharp tool may not be painful at all .
You're mostly dead before you know it .
Is Azide painful? It gets an 8 for reliability, which is important. Nitrate gets a 6 out of 10 in the beginning of PPeH but a 7 out of 10 in the chart at the end. 70% success is more comforting than 60% success rate.
Sodium azide or sodium cyanide. They are very painful and brutal but quick.
Is azide brutal? what are the symptoms?
 
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Macc Lad

Macc Lad

Specialist
Jan 22, 2019
300
Ok guys .

Here is the juice .

I have no privacy .
Not even if I locked my room .
The pastards duplicate my keys ( I found the copies , not guessing )

I Got interrupted many times .
Last method they kinna switched the drug I ODd on .

So all I need now is a fast method that they can't handle .
No matter what they do they can't keep me alive ( they would LOVE if I got rescued into a disabled handicap or so - more suffering equals more fun )

So , painful and brutal is ok , I just have to take some pain if I wanna get it over with ( I have no choice )

Any recommendations ?


All I can think of is a chainsaw decapitation .
Petrol is said to be faster and sharper , despite being loud and the smell could give me away .
But I could beat that with a good timing .


Some people - women included - are reported to have used it with great success .

Autopsy report : instant death .


The missing part is how it is used.

But it had likely worked in different ways/positions with no problem at all .

Some guy even used it standing up and reapplied it to his neck ( they knew it through his steps in blood and other conclusions ) and still died .



I'm hopeless and all I need is some method that fits in that catagory :

>> So fast and efficient that it can not be interrupted .

That is my new "safe" options .

PS : I can't buy online , my country banned online paying even for ads and they highly control chemicals and carrier services contents inside out .
Being a girl makes it unsafe to reach for dealers here too .
Fraud is every corner and I wouldn't trust the quality of any drug here - even pharmaceutical over the counter ones

"don't mind brutal" .........leave it out mate ffs !!
 
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suicidaljc

Member
Apr 1, 2019
15
Same I don't have any fucking privacy in the house I am living in. can't do shit without one of the house mates noticing and its fucking annoying. I feel like anything I do will make them suspicious of me all the time. Walls are thin as fucking paper.
 
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CornerE

CornerE

Needs a savior
Mar 12, 2019
103
Is Azide painful? It gets an 8 for reliability, which is important. Nitrate gets a 6 out of 10 in the beginning of PPeH but a 7 out of 10 in the chart at the end. 70% success is more comforting than 60% success rate.

Is azide brutal? what are the symptoms?

I don't know @DarkStar1
Both could get interrupted and there comes disabilities .

Not quick enough to ignore the need for some private time .
I don't have privacy here.
 
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DarkStar1

Member
Apr 2, 2019
72
I believe their reliability scores are based on the correct conditions being met (i.e., taking the full dosage, taking anti-emetics, not being discovered). I hope I am wrong as I would prefer SN but am very concerned about it's reliability and damages (brain damage and/or other) from failure.
Is Azide painful? It gets an 8 for reliability, which is important. Nitrate gets a 6 out of 10 in the beginning of PPeH but a 7 out of 10 in the chart at the end. 70% success is more comforting than 60% success rate.

Is azide brutal? what are the symptoms?
Does anyone have information on/if azide is painful? Other than the problems handling it and the environmental issues when you are found, it seems fast and reliable and gets a decent peaceful score.
 
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CornerE

CornerE

Needs a savior
Mar 12, 2019
103
Does anyone have information on/if azide is painful? Other than the problems handling it and the environmental issues when you are found, it seems fast and reliable and gets a decent peaceful score.


Naah , I have no idea .
I'm done with poisoning .

And those scores they give to methods turned out to be so unrealistic , ask those who failed many of it .

It depends on how lucky you are .

Why don't you search about azide inside this forum and see threads about it though ?
 
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DarkStar1

Member
Apr 2, 2019
72
The only thread on azide I found was 2 pages without very much information.
 
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CornerE

CornerE

Needs a savior
Mar 12, 2019
103
The only thread on azide I found was 2 pages without very much information.

I don't know if that means that it's not reliable enough .
But you can still Google it .

Many reliable methods are not popular here , like mine .
 
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DarkStar1

Member
Apr 2, 2019
72
I don't know if that means that it's not reliable enough .
But you can still Google it .

Many reliable methods are not popular here , like mine .
What is your reliable method?
 
CornerE

CornerE

Needs a savior
Mar 12, 2019
103
What is your reliable method?


Decapitation with a petrol or electric saw .
Brutal , but very reliable .
I've seen some people - online - who ctb using it with great success .
Fast , terminal and can't be saved even if interrupted .

Most people here in the forum prefer peaceful methods cause it's available to them .

I've tried peaceful safe methods many times before and failed .
 
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DarkStar1

Member
Apr 2, 2019
72
Decapitation with a petrol or electric saw .
Brutal , but very reliable .
I've seen some people - online - who ctb using it with great success .
Fast , terminal and can't be saved even if interrupted .

Most people here in the forum prefer peaceful methods cause it's available to them .

I've tried peaceful safe methods many times before and failed .
Have you tried Azide or SN?
Sodium azide or sodium cyanide. They are very painful and brutal but quick.
Are you positive azide is brutal? headaches? vomiting, what else?
 
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CornerE

CornerE

Needs a savior
Mar 12, 2019
103
Have you tried Azide or SN?

No @DarkStar1 , I have no access to them .
No privacy either .
Poisons need some alone time .
I'll get interrupted again .


Many here used SN and posted threads in their last minutes after ingesting it reporting the side effects they experience .
Then they often sleep into their exit .
Unless some of them get interrupted .
 

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