SadCryingBunny
Experienced
- Apr 10, 2025
- 283
Hi I finally got the Nitrogen Tank, if somebody can please assist me in the final step which is attaining one connection part and any medications to take to ease the dying process. I want the strongest sleeping pills and anti headache if required. I live in Australia and my 10L Nitrogen tank has a "Type 51" valve (please refer to the 'First' image). I have an empty 3L 232Bar Faber Scuba Tank. I am wanting to transfer the Nitrogen gas into the 3L Scuba tank for the lightness and portability while being able to hide it in a backpack while traveling to my final resting place in a remote location. I have a hose fill whip which you can see is connected to the dive tank valve. I just need the connection that connects the end of the whip hose to the Type 51 Inlet Nut that goes into the Nitrogen Tank Valve. I know how to transfer the gas and bleed the valve once done and shut everything off.
How I plan to die.
I will use my Scuba regulator setup which is a First Stage DIN MK25 EVO connected to a full face OTS Spectrum mask with the Scubapro A700 inserted in the mouthpiece. I have removed the hose from the A700 in order to tune the Second Stage Venturi switch to cause it to free flow and connected the hose back again. This is so when I am unconscious and my breathing suction is minimal, nitrogen can still flow through the regulator and into the mask. Without this, the breathing suction while unconscious is not enough to open the regulator valve for the gas to flow. I don't want to die or wake up due suffocation because of a lack of breathing and suffer brain damage. That's why I am not using the Ocean Reef Neptune 3, it doesn't have that adjustment option. 3L of nitrogen at 200Bar should be enough for 20 minutes of continuous free flow.
Before embarking, I will get a cheap used iPhone from Facebook marketplace and SIM card number not linked to my ID. I'll set them up with a new made apple account that is made from a public WIFI and I will never login into any social media or banking on that phone as not to ever be able to be tracked as I will only be taking that phone during my scouts and on my final day. The burner phone battery will always be run dry with the SIM card removed before it ever comes near my home. It will be charged up using a portable charger in my car once I begin to embark on my scouting journey and booted up and SIM inserted only when far away from my house. My main phone will always be left at home. This is to completely eliminate the damn police from having a lead on any location leaving them dumb & clueless on where to start looking. I can't go into any further details on where my body will be when I'm deceased due to the fear of being found. I'm soon to be in the process of scouting a remote quiet location several hundred km from my city or maybe even leaving the state. I'll be setting up my final resting place with 2 pillows, a quilt acting as the mattress with a blanket to make as close to a bed as possible to be ready for when I return days later to finally leave this world. In regard to restraints, some recommendations would be appreciated or I'll try to have that sorted with my method and the tank will be next to me and won't be a knock hazard. I would've really loved to die in the comfort of my room at my parents home in my bed, however I'm terrified of having my stomach cut open during the autopsy when found and I pray to God please
I am not found for years until I'm mostly skeletonised.
To make my final moments peaceful:
I would have download some comforting nature sounds like this () using a YouTube to MP3 converter saved to a documents app which will be playing in my ears using in ear headphones during my final moments to calm my nerves down. I will be bringing my final meal and a nice juice to drink before swallowing the sleeping pills. When I start to feel sleepy after finishing my meal and drink, I'll put on the full face mask. Once it's on, I'll already have the ambient valve opened to breath normal air in preparation. Right when I'm about to fall asleep, I'll shut the ambient valve, breath completely out, turn on the scuba tank valve all the way open which will instantly flush the full face mask with 99.9% Food Grade Nitrogen. I'll then press the purge button all the way down to rapidly and properly flush out any air so only nitrogen remains in the mask. Then I'll start breathing normally until I go unconscious, hopefully quickly and painlessly. Any pressure build up from the nitrogen flowing in addition with my exhaled breath will escape the mask quickly from the side face seals and/or exhaust valve when a certain level of pressure build up is reached.
I'll try to get my hands on a chainmail/Kevlar like suit soon to prevent any animals or birds who would like to feast on my corpse after I'm gone. On the day I plan to die, I will be travelling to the general area location using a taxi being somewhat disguised and paying the trip in cash including all my expenses during scouting such as fuel refills at the remote area gas station. I will not be using my car on my final day as not to give away my last known location to the authorities when I'm reported missing. The rest of the journey to my resting spot while I'm in the remote area will be done using details I can't share here. Any suggestions/advice would be appreciated.
How I plan to die.
I will use my Scuba regulator setup which is a First Stage DIN MK25 EVO connected to a full face OTS Spectrum mask with the Scubapro A700 inserted in the mouthpiece. I have removed the hose from the A700 in order to tune the Second Stage Venturi switch to cause it to free flow and connected the hose back again. This is so when I am unconscious and my breathing suction is minimal, nitrogen can still flow through the regulator and into the mask. Without this, the breathing suction while unconscious is not enough to open the regulator valve for the gas to flow. I don't want to die or wake up due suffocation because of a lack of breathing and suffer brain damage. That's why I am not using the Ocean Reef Neptune 3, it doesn't have that adjustment option. 3L of nitrogen at 200Bar should be enough for 20 minutes of continuous free flow.
Before embarking, I will get a cheap used iPhone from Facebook marketplace and SIM card number not linked to my ID. I'll set them up with a new made apple account that is made from a public WIFI and I will never login into any social media or banking on that phone as not to ever be able to be tracked as I will only be taking that phone during my scouts and on my final day. The burner phone battery will always be run dry with the SIM card removed before it ever comes near my home. It will be charged up using a portable charger in my car once I begin to embark on my scouting journey and booted up and SIM inserted only when far away from my house. My main phone will always be left at home. This is to completely eliminate the damn police from having a lead on any location leaving them dumb & clueless on where to start looking. I can't go into any further details on where my body will be when I'm deceased due to the fear of being found. I'm soon to be in the process of scouting a remote quiet location several hundred km from my city or maybe even leaving the state. I'll be setting up my final resting place with 2 pillows, a quilt acting as the mattress with a blanket to make as close to a bed as possible to be ready for when I return days later to finally leave this world. In regard to restraints, some recommendations would be appreciated or I'll try to have that sorted with my method and the tank will be next to me and won't be a knock hazard. I would've really loved to die in the comfort of my room at my parents home in my bed, however I'm terrified of having my stomach cut open during the autopsy when found and I pray to God please
I am not found for years until I'm mostly skeletonised.To make my final moments peaceful:
I would have download some comforting nature sounds like this () using a YouTube to MP3 converter saved to a documents app which will be playing in my ears using in ear headphones during my final moments to calm my nerves down. I will be bringing my final meal and a nice juice to drink before swallowing the sleeping pills. When I start to feel sleepy after finishing my meal and drink, I'll put on the full face mask. Once it's on, I'll already have the ambient valve opened to breath normal air in preparation. Right when I'm about to fall asleep, I'll shut the ambient valve, breath completely out, turn on the scuba tank valve all the way open which will instantly flush the full face mask with 99.9% Food Grade Nitrogen. I'll then press the purge button all the way down to rapidly and properly flush out any air so only nitrogen remains in the mask. Then I'll start breathing normally until I go unconscious, hopefully quickly and painlessly. Any pressure build up from the nitrogen flowing in addition with my exhaled breath will escape the mask quickly from the side face seals and/or exhaust valve when a certain level of pressure build up is reached.
I'll try to get my hands on a chainmail/Kevlar like suit soon to prevent any animals or birds who would like to feast on my corpse after I'm gone. On the day I plan to die, I will be travelling to the general area location using a taxi being somewhat disguised and paying the trip in cash including all my expenses during scouting such as fuel refills at the remote area gas station. I will not be using my car on my final day as not to give away my last known location to the authorities when I'm reported missing. The rest of the journey to my resting spot while I'm in the remote area will be done using details I can't share here. Any suggestions/advice would be appreciated.
compared to a small 2L or 3L scuba tank hidden that can easily fit in a tiny backpack on their back which is super light. Only 3kg - 4kg compared to 15kg. They have no tiny nitrogen tanks available hence why I need to transfer the gas into a smaller cylinder. When the location is found, you can just leave the cylinder there buried under soil in waterproof wrapping, a bush etc. Mark location using a GPS app or write down the coordinates in the iPhone notepad app from Google Earth so you can easily return to it later 
. Just put a dust cover and tape on the valve to seal it from debris when buried and come back days or weeks later to the ctb location. Just bring the regulator on the day of departure, remove the dust cover & tape after retrieving the tank and just screw in the DIN fitting. On the final day, you'll want to be catching a taxi ride near the location, not directly at it using cash and you'll want to be as light as possible so you can be completely comfortable and relaxed not even lugging around an extra 3kg tank on your back. You would want to have everything already setup there with your bedding, tank, restraints etc just only bringing the regulator and a final drink & meal in your back pack. You don't need much of the gas to ctb if it's 99.9% food grade nitrogen if you're using the full face mask with the regulator set to around 10L a minute free flow. As stated in my previous message, you want the regulator to free flow to supply you with gas when you're unconscious because the breathing reflux will not be strong enough to crack open the regulator valve thus you may suffocate experiencing a more painful death or even wake up suffering permanent brain damage. Anyways, I opened the nitrogen valve yesterday and while it was leaking, I put my nose to the gas and took 2 sniffs with my nose. I immediately felt a sudden slight headache and dizziness followed by a relaxing sleepy feeling. The gas was warmer as it's winter very very cold here in Australia than the ambient air but didn't have a smell or anything to it, it was just very strange breathing it. Different from the fresh cold air of my room. I later reported the side effects to Chat GPT and it stated these are nitrogen hypoxia symptoms. I wasn't aware of them before being informed by chat ai, so definitely not a placebo effect. To conclude, this is an incredibly peaceful way to die and if I decide not ctb at age 27 which is unlikely as I want to go, I'll definitely use it when I'm old age 70+ when I've got a terminal illness etc. My uncle passed away last year from stage 4 pancreatic cancer at age 65 after a 5 year battle undergoing several surgeries to remove the cancer. Seeing him lose his hair from the chemo, deteriorating in the final 2 years and especially in his final moments which was very horrible. What he experienced is SOMETHING I never ever want to endure especially if I'm alone with no family, wife or friends who care for me during old age. Goodluck finding a loyal woman who'll stick around until your death and won't take half of everything you got today with the 50% divorce rate and then marry another guy, then her and him enjoying their life with your hard earned & saved money that come with so much sacrifices. I don't plan on having kids primarily due this reason, then because of how expensive everything is due to inflation, my domestic violence abuse from my dad, the way society is, selfish greedy human nature, my strong hate towards human because of the way they've all treated me and the violent disgusting way nature is in the animal world. Therefore me disappearing suddenly in old age is not a concern as I'll likely have no one concerned about me nor reporting my disappearance. I also don't plan on retiring in Australia but in a 3rd world country, so police technology and search work won't be as reliable as here if I'm somehow reported missing. Hopefully my body will never be found or at least until it's skeletonised. Refer to the YouTube link below, many seniors resort to nitrogen deaths as assisted suicide is denied despite their terminal illness. You need to be Signed in to YouTube to view it.
