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Ådne Christensen Sviund. Thank you for hurting me to the point I'm going to kill myself. Thank you for making me start doing self harm. Thank you for abandoning me for having a tachycardia. Thank you for ignoring my cries for help even where we were together.

Thank you for making me have bulimia. Thank you for leaving me alone crying so many times. Thank you for never defending me against any insults, any bad. You used me because I was a virgin, you never loved me. Thank you for telling me to kill myself in my house and not yours.

Thank you for kicking me out of your house to be with my abusive parents, the ones that made me have BPD. Thank you for giving me false hope for my recovery. Thank you for even knowing that l've been raped, you still decided to leave me alone with the pain and the trauma.


I had another tachycardia yesterday and I fainted. He's laughing at me with all this. Everything that has happened to me. Him and all his friends. Since the start going against me, and him letting them do it.
 
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Ådne Christensen Sviund. Thank you for hurting me to the point I'm going to kill myself. Thank you for making me start doing self harm. Thank you for abandoning me for having a tachycardia. Thank you for ignoring my cries for help even where we were together.

Thank you for making me have bulimia. Thank you for leaving me alone crying so many times. Thank you for never defending me against any insults, any bad. You used me because I was a virgin, you never loved me. Thank you for telling me to kill myself in my house and not yours.

Thank you for kicking me out of your house when I was having suicidal thoughts to be with my abusive parents, the ones that made me have BPD. Thank you for giving me false hope for my recovery. Thank you for even knowing that l've been raped, you still decided to leave me alone with the pain and the trauma.
Why did you make a different thread only to basically copy and most of your post from another thread that you made just days prior?
 
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Why did you make a different thread only to basically copy and most of your post from another thread that you made just days prior?
I tried to edit the other one and it doesn't let me, nor delete it

Edit: it's deleted after making a report.
 
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