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Black wizard

Black wizard

It only gets worse
Feb 16, 2026
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I hate my life and myself. I want to kill myself because I am incapable of changing and I can't stand the pain. I want to kill myself but I just can't bring myself to do it.

The only reasons why I haven't killed myself yet is because I love my mom and I don't want to hurt her because I know how much it would affect her. I also am afraid for some reason. Can anybody relate?
 
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witchcraft

it's too painful to live but I'm too afraid to die
Nov 27, 2024
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Welcome to the club.

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Jan 10, 2026
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misterhippo said:
I hate my life and myself. I want to kill myself because I am incapable of changing and I can't stand the pain. I want to kill myself but I just can't bring myself to do it.

The only reasons why I haven't killed myself yet is because I love my mom and I don't want to hurt her because I know how much it would affect her. I also am afraid for some reason. Can anybody relate?
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yeah i can relate. im a horrible person and i hate myself more than anything. i actually want to just end it and am planning it out. but i dont wanna hurt some people i love. but at the same time, i dont care anymore. i give up. thats why im horrible. and thats why i wanna end it. its a cruel never ending cycle of pain. so i relate to you man.
 
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