• Hey Guest,

    We will never comply with any of OFCOM's demands or any other nations censorious demands for that matter. We will only follow the laws of the land of which our server is located, which is the US.

    Any demands for censorship or requests to comply with the law outside of the US will be promptly ignored.

    No foreign laws or pressure will make us comply with anti-censorship laws and we will protect the speech of our members, regardless of where they might live in the world. If that means being blocked in the UK, so be it. We would advise that any UK member gets a VPN to browse the site, or use TOR.

    However, today, we stand up these these governments that want to bully or censor this website.

    Fuck OFCOM, and fuck any media organization or group that think it's cool or fun to stalk or bully people that suffering in this world.

    Edit: We also wanted to address the veiled threats made against a staff member in the UK by the BBC in the news today. We are undeterred by any threats, intimination, by the BBC or by any other groups dedicated to doxxing and harassing our staff and members. Journalists from the BBC, CTV, Kansas Star, Daily Mail and many other outlets have continuiously ignored the fact that many of the people that they're interviewing (such as @leelfc84 on Twitter/X) and propping up are the same people posting addresses of staff members and our founders on social media. We show them proof of this and they ignore it and don't address it.They're all just as evil as each other, and should be treated accordingly. They do not care about the safety of our staff members, founders, or administrators, or even members, so why would they care about you?

    Now that we have your attention, journalists, will you ever address this? You've given these evil people interviews, and free press.

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Rubypie41

Experienced
Mar 25, 2024
253
My original VAD Pegasos date was 13th September and I've changed this to the 16th. Not usually superstitious, but going on Friday the 13th just didn't feel right.

Still can't believe my life has come to this. I have bioplastique filler injected into my left eustachian tube in an order to treat Patulous Eustachian Tube Dysfunction, but that only made matters worse. I have ear tubes in both ears as my right eustachian tube became utterly dysfunctional last September. I have Botox injected into my soft palate in an effort to try and stop all the relentless ear clicking, but it's done nothing. I'm on antidepressants and Gabapebtin for nerve pain, again which is doing nothing so far. I cannot speak without sharp pains in the left eustachian tube, I get so much clicking, popping and still Patulous spells where I hear my own voice and or breathing loudly.

Wish I'd never bothered with any surgeries 3 years ago, as that just made thing's worse and put me through hell.

If only I could go back in time. Life is a bitch
 
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Tesha

Life too shall pass
May 31, 2020
824
You didn't know what the surgical interventions would do - and I presume undertook them with your best interests at heart, so please don't beat yourself up.

I wish you the best with your VAD. The 16th sounds like a much better date…
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
36,145
It really is so cruel how people suffer so much in this existence, it truly sounds like you've suffered a lot. But anyway I wish you all the best.
 
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My_name_is_Luka

Specialist
Apr 28, 2020
303
I'm sorry that the health system has caused all this to you..

how was the process of getting accepted at Pegasos? Did they require a medical report from your doctor or did they provide a doctor to verify your claims?
Was it required that your relatives accepted your decision, or only that they were aware of it?
 
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Rubypie41

Experienced
Mar 25, 2024
253
I'm sorry that the health system has caused all this to you..

how was the process of getting accepted at Pegasos? Did they require a medical report from your doctor or did they provide a doctor to verify your claims?
Was it required that your relatives accepted your decision, or only that they were aware of it?
Thanks.

I had to submit my medical records to Pegasos to prove my diagnosis.

They haven't said if my relatives are required to accept my decision, although they are aware and I stated that on my application also.
 
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My_name_is_Luka

Specialist
Apr 28, 2020
303
Thank you for the answer! It seems a fairly straightforward process.

How are you feeling right now? I imagine that my head would feel empty, waiting for the event.
did they request that someone accompany you as witness?
 
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J&L383

Arcanist
Jul 18, 2023
413
You didn't know what the surgical interventions would do - and I presume undertook them with your best interests at heart, so please don't beat yourself up.

I wish you the best with your VAD. The 16th sounds like a much better date…
Agree on the surgical interventions. Sometimes, hopefully mostly, these things help but many times they don't. You did the best you could. I wish you the best, and hope have a peaceful transition. I'm glad you have taken these matters into your own hands, and I probably would have switched the date as well. 🤗
 

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