Sinbad,
I feel really horrible for not getting to you before you got banned, and I really hope you browse SS and can see this. I tried to PM you but it was too late, I scrabbled to post on your profile before you were gone, but I was too late. I'm guessing non-members can't see profiles, so I'll post what I wanted to here:
I didn't know you that well, but I can't let you leave without a goodbye. I hope you stop hurting and you find peace.
Hey, maybe we'll see each other in heaven if there is one.
Forget emoji hearts, I'm sending you my real one. Imagine my love coming through the screen. I hope it gets to you before you go.
Goodbye, my dear x