author
they/them
- Jul 13, 2021
- 76
I'm tired of what feels like an endless, useless struggle for some kind of happiness. It's always dangled in front of me, just out of my reach, before everything comes crashing down horribly.
I'm a useless kid, useless student, useless worker, useless artist - I've failed at everything, and I can't make enough money to survive outside this abusive household I'm trapped in. I'm a useless human.
I don't have much money left. I'm wondering if I should just use the rest of it to go somewhere beautiful and die... But, I can't leave my friends like that. I'd be a useless friend.
I'm useless no matter what I do, and I can't seem to escape this limbo of letting people down - even if I die, I'll be letting someone down.
I'm a useless kid, useless student, useless worker, useless artist - I've failed at everything, and I can't make enough money to survive outside this abusive household I'm trapped in. I'm a useless human.
I don't have much money left. I'm wondering if I should just use the rest of it to go somewhere beautiful and die... But, I can't leave my friends like that. I'd be a useless friend.
I'm useless no matter what I do, and I can't seem to escape this limbo of letting people down - even if I die, I'll be letting someone down.