Help Urgent! I successfully find pulse and press down on it by fingers on both sides of neck, but feel nothing

[curiousbeing]

What am I supposed to do? I press on both sides of neck, but i feel nothing. I think not even my jugular veins are affected. I simply feel totally normal, although i pressed so hard my neck and trachea hurts


My method is drowning, i realized i can use cord to make myself unconscious very fast and feel nothing during drowning.

even if i use cord just above jaw, i feel nothing, i mean no dizziness at all, at most jugular veins pressed, although my neck hurts a lot due to heavy pressure i applied

What am I doing wrong? Please, anyone who can compress carotid arteries, share your opinions. I need to ctb before my life gets very worse just in a few days. I am not desperate, i just see no way.


especially with my fingers, i press so deep against pulse that my neck starts hurting
Just in case it becomes successful, i will share my experiences, how i managed to do it etc.

but for now, it's crazy, i can't do it. i feel zero dizziness, just nothing, although neck hurts and trachea hurts

i also tried various knots, behind neck, sides of neck, just nothing happens at all

I am skinny, i can't understand why nothing works

 

[UltimateTrip]

It didn't work for me at first too, but when I finally found the sweet spots I would almost black out within a few seconds. I find the spots where the pulse feels strong, then I make sure the pressure doesn't affect the windpipe by moving my fingers a little further apart, on the muscles. Pressing on the arteries under the muscles doesn't hurt and the pressure needed is not high. Let me know if you have any questions.

 

[curiousbeing]

It didn't work for me at first too, but when I finally found the sweet spots I would almost black out within a few seconds. I find the spots where the pulse feels strong, then I make sure the pressure doesn't affect the windpipe by moving my fingers a little further apart, on the muscles. Pressing on the arteries under the muscles doesn't hurt and the pressure needed is not high. Let me know if you have any questions.

Thank you so much for your reply.

I am practicing it right now. I try to be as accurate as possible.

I wonder, should I try fainting by using a simple elastic, wide cord with built in lock? In this case, I won't need to find my sweet spot, I think
I suffer so much. I work from Monday to Saturday 12 hours a day, and no salary. I do all of their work, get blamed for everything, manipulated "if you were good enough, we would do everything for you". If I am so bad, why do they offload all of their tasks to me? If I leave it, everyone will blame me and my life will get even worse

As soon as I find my sweet spot and can faint whenever I want, i will ctb: ligature strangulation + drowning method.
My life is hell.

It didn't work for me at first too, but when I finally found the sweet spots I would almost black out within a few seconds. I find the spots where the pulse feels strong, then I make sure the pressure doesn't affect the windpipe by moving my fingers a little further apart, on the muscles. Pressing on the arteries under the muscles doesn't hurt and the pressure needed is not high. Let me know if you have any questions.

Thank you so much. I will keep practicing everything you wrote as accurate as possible and update you tomorrow on my results, whether I was able to do it or not. Thank you, I feel grateful for your support.
I think I just chicken out. I need to press deeper on my pulse without any fear

 

[UltimateTrip]

Thank you so much for your reply.

I am practicing it right now. I try to be as accurate as possible.

I wonder, should I try fainting by using a simple elastic, wide cord with built in lock? In this case, I won't need to find my sweet spot, I think
I suffer so much. I work from Monday to Saturday 12 hours a day, and no salary. I do all of their work, get blamed for everything, manipulated "if you were good enough, we would do everything for you". If I am so bad, why do they offload all of their tasks to me? If I leave it, everyone will blame me and my life will get even worse

As soon as I find my sweet spot and can faint whenever I want, i will ctb: ligature strangulation + drowning method.
My life is hell.

Thank you so much. I will keep practicing everything you wrote as accurate as possible and update you tomorrow on my results, whether I was able to do it or not. Thank you, I feel grateful for your support.
I think I just chicken out. I need to press deeper on my pulse without any fear

You're welcome!
To be honest, although I know where to apply pressure I'm not sure this will me my method. I have a medical tourniquet and I performed a test with it but the thing is my adam's apple is close to the jaw and is quite prominent, so when it's on the neck I can't even swallow. It's not very comfortable. I might try something different to see if that would be more comfortable but for now my first choice is SN but I need to test it to see if it's good enough (blood test). But if I make it work that would be a nice method - only seconds to pass out and just a few minutes until freedom.
And I'm sorry you're going through a difficult time. I'd like to be able to comfort you somehow but I'm not sure how.

 

[UltimateTrip]

P.S. There is a video in the post, you might find it useful:

Notes on Ligature Strangulation (with working dropbox + extra details)

Notes on Ligature Strangulation Method - This post will contain all the information without anything unsaid. It is also as clear as possible. It is exhaustive and detailed. - If it means anything, this is what I've compiled and collected after a year of thinking of this stuff and going in...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[curiousbeing]

but the thing is my adam's apple is close to the jaw and is quite prominent, so when it's on the neck I can't even swallow

I thought about this a lot. How can damage and intense discomfort to trachea be reduced? I think that padding needs to be applied, but padding should cover left and right sides of throat / neck, instead of covering trachea. It may seem counterintuitive but if padding is applied to sides of neck, cord/tourniquet will be raised a bit after applying it, so it can't press on trachea immediately. I need to test this idea.

What can be used as padding? For now I don't know. Bottles, duct tapes are uncomfortable and just either too big ot too small. For now, only lots of clothes come to my mind as padding.

now my first choice is SN but I need to test it to see if it's good enough (blood test). But if I make it work that would be a nice method - only seconds to pass out and just a few minutes until freedom.

I once had an attempt, cold sea, drowning and inert gas inhalation at remote wilderness. I felt scared, couldn't immediately do it, and some random hunters who happened to travel to that area saw me on land and brought me back home. I am glad they didn't report me to authorities (police/asylum)



One huge advantage of ligature strangulation / tourniquet / night night is that they are immediate: SI can't influence me change my mind. For example, if I were to find and use SN, I am afraid during 10 or 20 minutes while I am still alive, I may change my mind, feel scared, even call for help in the worst case


Combining tourniquet + SN could help me though. But since I will be drowned after tourniquet method, I don't need SN. It's highly controlled substance, I will get attention from customs and cops
I couldn't find a medical tourniquet that is strong enough to compress arteries, but I found and bought something like this blue thing. This thing can be used to compress and to draw blood from smaller veins. It isn't strong enough for arteries. It didn't work for my leg arteries. But I guess it can work for neck arteries? So far I didn't test it on my neck. Neck is sensitive, I don't want to accidentally have a stroke while applying / testing it. IDK how can I safely test it on my neck

Its advantages: It's very cheap, wide and a bit thick, not short and thin cord that will cut into neck skin. Because it's wide it will apply pressure to more areas. It has a fixator so I won't need to practice knots. It's comfortable, unlike sharp cords




My method: tourniquet/ligature/night-night + drowning at a cold sea.

If this thing doesn't work, I plan to buy some braided nylon cords. They are comfortable and don't cut into skin very much. I will have to practice knots to secure them though since they don't have a built in locking mechanism so they will keep pressuring on my neck and won't unwind.

Thank you so much for sharing it. I will watch it, read all replies and learn as much as I can.


How do you think? If there is a reliable way to apply padding to sides of neck so cord won't press on trachea so much (other than clothes, I am searching for ideas what other padding materials I can use), + I can compress arteries enough to lose consciousness, I will choose ligature strangulation method

 

[UltimateTrip]

I thought about this a lot. How can damage and intense discomfort to trachea be reduced? I think that padding needs to be applied, but padding should cover left and right sides of throat / neck, instead of covering trachea. It may seem counterintuitive but if padding is applied to sides of neck, cord/tourniquet will be raised a bit after applying it, so it can't press on trachea immediately. I need to test this idea.

Some people suggest socks as a padding. Wine corks might be an option, perhaps. But you might need to work on the shape for them to sit well in place.

One huge advantage of ligature strangulation / tourniquet / night night is that they are immediate: SI can't influence me change my mind. For example, if I were to find and use SN, I am afraid during 10 or 20 minutes while I am still alive, I may change my mind, feel scared, even call for help in the worst case

It's what bothers me about the SN method too. A strong determination is a key here. And something to take away/reduce anxiety. Currently I'm testing what I already have to see what might work best. Depending on the person and the dosage the loss of consciousness might occur within 5-20 minutes or so.

I couldn't find a medical tourniquet that is strong enough to compress arteries, but I found and bought something like this blue thing. This thing can be used to compress and to draw blood from smaller veins. It isn't strong enough for arteries. It didn't work for my leg arteries. But I guess it can work for neck arteries? So far I didn't test it on my neck. Neck is sensitive, I don't want to accidentally have a stroke while applying / testing it. IDK how can I safely test it on my neck

Legs have bigger and stronger muscles, so it might work for the neck just fine. The pressure needed is only a few kg.
I don't know if testing this thing might lead to a stroke, but if you want to know if it works you will need to try, I guess. Otherwise how can you be sure? But make sure that you can quickly and easily stop the test and remove that thing, otherwise you might CTB unintentionally or cause a brain damage if you only faint and very little oxygen is supplied to the brain for prolonged period of time

How do you think? If there is a reliable way to apply padding to sides of neck so cord won't press on trachea so much (other than clothes, I am searching for ideas what other padding materials I can use), + I can compress arteries enough to lose consciousness, I will choose ligature strangulation method

I wanted to share a picture of a device I made a while ago but I can't find it. I'll look for it tomorrow. Basically it's a small chain from a dog leash to which I applied a pipe insulation at precise places to fit the sweet spots (measured beforehand) and fixed with isolation tape. The chain has a lock that can easily clip on any of the links. So the idea is to putt some padding on the neck (a piece of cloth, a sweater with a high collar, a hoodie, etc.), place the chain on the neck, tighten it with enough force, make an extra round around the neck and clip on the lock.

 

[UltimateTrip]

Combining tourniquet + SN could help me though. But since I will be drowned after tourniquet method, I don't need SN. It's highly controlled substance,

BTW, since you also mention drowning I remember that there have been cases of people accidentally drowning while doing the Wim Hoff breathing exercise while in water. With that method you first hyperventilate by doing a series of quick deep breaths and then hold your breath for some time. So, it's possible to faint when hyperventilating, in water it might be potentially lethal.

And this is the device I mentioned.

 

[UltimateTrip]

About hyperventilating and then holding your breath under water: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/shallow-water-blackout.4315/

 

[sm1the]

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It didn't work for me at first too, but when I finally found the sweet spots I would almost black out within a few seconds. I find the spots where the pulse feels strong, then I make sure the pressure doesn't affect the windpipe by moving my fingers a little further apart, on the muscles. Pressing on the arteries under the muscles doesn't hurt and the pressure needed is not high. Let me know if you have any questions.

Are there any tourniquets or any other device that can be used for ligature?,I'm very bad at knots.
I'm having trouble finding the sweet spot as well.
I thought I would ask u since you seemed enlightened.