Venting urge to ctb every time i remember he cheated

[interna]

i really did trust him. friend of 4 years. knew everything i went through with previous partners including my trauma in regards to being cheated on and replaced. he didn't give a shit ahah

i really did trust him you know

 

[knowledgeseeking]

i really did trust him. friend of 4 years. knew everything i went through with previous partners including my trauma in regards to being cheated on and replaced. he didn't give a shit ahah

i really did trust him you know

I hate that you would considering harming yourself due to his hurtful and cruel behavior. You are giving him way more power over you than he deserves. Girl, take your power back.

The best to deal with this is move forward, find inner peace and happiness, be open to new love and never think of that bastard again.

Wishing you strength and peace.

 

[sadbh]

Ouch. I am so sorry for you.

Luckily, it should get better with time and the pain will dull. Pls be patient

 

[bpdscared9]

I totally get the feeling and I also relate to you. My former partner cheated on me while we were in an awfully abusive relationship (she's a diagnosed NPD) and I was still stuck in our relationship back in the day that I thought I genuinely was gonna die. I even prepared a suicide letter that it was gonna sent automatically the day I was gonna CTB but after two years of that date, I desisted from that until I realize that she wasn't worthy of my life, not my suffering at all. She didn't deserve not even half of my pain!

 

[RedFruit]

i really did trust him. friend of 4 years. knew everything i went through with previous partners including my trauma in regards to being cheated on and replaced. he didn't give a shit ahah

i really did trust him you know

I'm going through the exact same problem. Feel free to send me a chat if you ever want to talk about it with someone who can relate.