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scratchinglemons

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May 28, 2023
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To my last post, I ended up meeting a guy who's also seriously fucked up in the depressed way. He ended up paying me for a couple of videos and to cut myself etc. He then vented to me for a couple of hours.
I mentioned the vent to a friend, vauge ofc. I mentioned how the guy said he wanted to kill himself becayse he doesn't feel like anything he does is worth it.
I said that while I don't think the answer to everything is dying, obviously, I also said that it was ultimately his choice. I mentioned he should probably try help first, and if it doesn't work out then he can say he atleast tried. I didn't tell him not to kill himself, though. I just said to try help first. He asked me ways that I've tried or that I know, and I mentioned some ways. Still, I did emphasize he should try out better options first.

My friend said it was shitty not to call 911 or to call the hotline and tell them about him. I dont think I'm in the wrong but she's pretty pissed off.
I dont know how it even got to this point, I literally just wanted to forget myself and get some cash, even if it's fucking up. I feel like I get roped into this stuff randomly. I dont even mind listening and responding to vents, I kinda like being a lending ear. I just don't want to be blamed or shit on for telling my opinion when it comes to things like that. I think everyone has the right to choose whether or not to kill themselves. fhe only thing i think is fucked is killing yourself in a way that traumatizes or hurts others, or killing yourself on impulse without even TRYING to cope or whatever. Even if it's Journaling or forcing through a week or so. Anything to say you tried is enough.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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I think you did just fine. More than fine, actually. Try not to worry too much about the opinions of others.
 
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