update: sn - to slurp or not to slurp

[peewee]

hey guys, i thought id give a quick update , i did not attempt at the aforementioned time i posted about. due to si, but also i had a burst of hope. i thought id try to recover....but a few days later....here i am again. i suppose the truth is, if i thought my method was going to be hundy percent painless, i would have done it though. so.....im not sure....i think i still want to ctb. my perhaps only challenge is i live in a house with other people. my plan was to ingest during sleepy time with door locked. i believe i could keep throwing up quiet, and any agonal sounds would just mimic snoring. i also live in a very rural place, so even if services were called, it would take at very least and hour and a bit to get to hospital. and also they wouldnt know what i took...so i believe....my chances of success are high