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Rational man

Rational man

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Oct 19, 2021
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Just to let you know im still breathing. At home with my carer and cat. I can still walk though im gaunt like due to muscle wasting. I can have fluids but very little food. The pain is often overwhelming. .

i never made it to Switzerland and assisted dying is illegal in UK.

So unless i ctb, im at the mercy of my disease or hopefully a kind doctor.

I don't have much time now.

I wish you peace on whichever journey you find. Love you all for always. PEACE

Rational Man
 
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At_The_End

At_The_End

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Jun 7, 2021
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Wishing you find the peace that you so deserve. A new beginning....Peace
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Thank you for sharing the update. I hope that you find freedom from your suffering.
 
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Endex

Endex

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Jun 13, 2022
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Peace and love to you Rational man, I hope the medical professionals can offer you some relief.
 
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rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
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I'm glad you've got your carer and your cat. I'm sorry you're suffering. Peace to you.
 
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Eternally Dottie

Eternally Dottie

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Dec 17, 2021
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You are in the thoughts of lots of people on here and are a big part of this community. Hope you have access to adequate pain control so that you are as comfortable and pain free as possible.
 
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Julgran

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Dec 15, 2021
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Just to let you know im still breathing. At home with my carer and cat. I can still walk though im gaunt like due to muscle wasting. I can have fluids but very little food. The pain is often overwhelming. .

i never made it to Switzerland and assisted dying is illegal in UK.

So unless i ctb, im at the mercy of my disease or hopefully a kind doctor.

I don't have much time now.

I wish you peace on whichever journey you find. Love you all for always. PEACE

Rational Man

Are you feeling anxious and fearful, or calm and settled...?

Don't be afraid - you are just entering the same kind of realm that countless people have before you, and death is not unnatural :wink:
 
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HoneyandGlass

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Jun 22, 2022
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I don't know your story Rational Man but I'm sorry to hear you're in pain.
 
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Rational man

Rational man

Enlightened
Oct 19, 2021
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Are you feeling anxious and fearful, or calm and settled...?

Don't be afraid - you are just entering the same kind of realm that countless people have before you, and death is not unnatural :wink:

Are you feeling anxious and fearful, or calm and settled...?

Don't be afraid - you are just entering the same kind of realm that countless people have before you, and death is not unnatural :wink:
Difficult to predict from day to day. Though unlike some people here, my life is being ended no matter what i do. Theres always a plan B exit which means i control the final chapter. Pain is difficult. I get anxious when there is pain or vomit.

As time and disease progress, theres more of a sense of acceptance which brings some peace. I began to realise this during my daily walks in the forests when i was able to. I found impermanence in life, recycling of nature and eventually the connection of all things with the cosmos. We are made of the same elements and we will all return one day. We leave everyone and everything behind. I think humans can fear death because we cling to power, life, materialism and relationships. We eventually become free of all things.❤
Wishing you find the peace that you so deserve. A new beginning....Peace
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Thank you for sharing the update. I hope that you find freedom from your suffering.
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I'm glad you've got your carer and your cat. I'm sorry you're suffering. Peace to you.
Peace
You are in the thoughts of lots of people on here and are a big part of this community. Hope you have access to adequate pain control so that you are as comfortable and pain free as possible.
Thank s and PEACE
Peace and love to you Rational man, I hope the medical professionals can offer you some relief.
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I don't know your story Rational Man but I'm sorry to hear you're in pain.
Peace
 
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Julgran

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Dec 15, 2021
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Difficult to predict from day to day. Though unlike some people here, my life is being ended no matter what i do. Theres always a plan B exit which means i control the final chapter. Pain is difficult. I get anxious when there is pain or vomit.

As time and disease progress, theres more of a sense of acceptance which brings some peace. I began to realise this during my daily walks in the forests when i was able to. I found impermanence in life, recycling of nature and eventually the connection of all things with the cosmos. We are made of the same elements and we will all return one day. We leave everyone and everything behind. I think humans can fear death because we cling to power, life, materialism and relationships. We eventually become free of all things.❤

You seem to be of sound mind and soul.

I wish you well in your journey ahead :wink:
 
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TheLastFemaphrodyke

TheLastFemaphrodyke

Student
May 25, 2022
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My heart to you. Would that I could take some of your pain. Peace.
 
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