I am scared, in a month I might get fired and if I do. everything I worked for will be lost, i always fall and get up but even when I get up I am unhappy nothing i achieve makes me happy.
It's just always anxiety, pain and tears I feel I have nothing left to live for , i been hoping things to get better but if I do end up getting fired...I won't stop myself from killing myself,I will feel bad for my parents the are the best parents i could ask for they don't ask anything from me they love me but I just don't see the point in living
Since I was a kid 11 years old i been feeling these things I dropped out of school cause of bullying,i fucked up everything after years of pain I rebuilt myself got a job , studied but now I am fucking up again and if I fall this time i can't take it it's better if I am dead.
I am a coward if I die i won't have to see there face anymore
It's just always anxiety, pain and tears I feel I have nothing left to live for , i been hoping things to get better but if I do end up getting fired...I won't stop myself from killing myself,I will feel bad for my parents the are the best parents i could ask for they don't ask anything from me they love me but I just don't see the point in living
Since I was a kid 11 years old i been feeling these things I dropped out of school cause of bullying,i fucked up everything after years of pain I rebuilt myself got a job , studied but now I am fucking up again and if I fall this time i can't take it it's better if I am dead.
I am a coward if I die i won't have to see there face anymore
