Lara Francis
Enlightened
- Jun 30, 2018
- 1,627
I must be the thickest person in the world right now.I must be so f * stupid!
I dont know how people are so cruel and not only hurt and upset me but can also shit on the feelings of a 10 year old boy whom they are ment to be protecting.
My boy returned from a residential trip away with school this afternoon to what i thought was a contact time to then be told it had been cancalled but no one thought to tell me or my boy.!
Our social worker has gone off sick and not written her report for the court by the due date and no one is keeping me informed.even my own solicitor cant be arsed.I Knew this would not go well for me and this is just the start.
My tolerance to this life is running out.
I wish i could just be with someone so i am not alone during my suicide.
I am so so sad right now and i dont know what to do.!
I dont know how people are so cruel and not only hurt and upset me but can also shit on the feelings of a 10 year old boy whom they are ment to be protecting.
My boy returned from a residential trip away with school this afternoon to what i thought was a contact time to then be told it had been cancalled but no one thought to tell me or my boy.!
Our social worker has gone off sick and not written her report for the court by the due date and no one is keeping me informed.even my own solicitor cant be arsed.I Knew this would not go well for me and this is just the start.
My tolerance to this life is running out.
I wish i could just be with someone so i am not alone during my suicide.
I am so so sad right now and i dont know what to do.!