Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
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I must be the thickest person in the world right now.I must be so f * stupid!
I dont know how people are so cruel and not only hurt and upset me but can also shit on the feelings of a 10 year old boy whom they are ment to be protecting.
My boy returned from a residential trip away with school this afternoon to what i thought was a contact time to then be told it had been cancalled but no one thought to tell me or my boy.!
Our social worker has gone off sick and not written her report for the court by the due date and no one is keeping me informed.even my own solicitor cant be arsed.I Knew this would not go well for me and this is just the start.
My tolerance to this life is running out.
I wish i could just be with someone so i am not alone during my suicide.
I am so so sad right now and i dont know what to do.!
 
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jake3d

Enlightened
May 29, 2019
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It is funny how increased ease of communication has actually brought us further apart. When the world is at your fingertips you'd think that someone would bother to give everyone a notice about such an event. I'm sorry for you and you will always have us here to vent to.
 
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bluesky1972-2019

Specialist
May 21, 2019
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I must be the thickest person in the world right now.I must be so f * stupid!
I dont know how people are so cruel and not only hurt and upset me but can also shit on the feelings of a 10 year old boy whom they are ment to be protecting.
My boy returned from a residential trip away with school this afternoon to what i thought was a contact time to then be told it had been cancalled but no one thought to tell me or my boy.!
Our social worker has gone off sick and not written her report for the court by the due date and no one is keeping me informed.even my own solicitor cant be arsed.I Knew this would not go well for me and this is just the start.
My tolerance to this life is running out.
I wish i could just be with someone so i am not alone during my suicide.
I am so so sad right now and i dont know what to do.!
That's awful and just typical of social workers. I think they attract the wrong sort of people to those jobs. Most are uncaring or don't have time to really understand each case. Sounds like your social worker has gone off with stress. Probably over worked and seeing the damage the local authorities are doing to lives like yours. There is a shortage of social workers nationally I think.
I hope you can find the strength to carry on and fight.
This life can be a living nightmare and people wonder why others want to ctb. Really? Wake up people!!! If life was so good nobody would ctb! We all have our reasons and I want to ctb but for different reasons to you. I'll probably ctb alone too x
 
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Going Home

Going Home

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Sep 21, 2018
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That's awful and just typical of social workers. I think they attract the wrong sort of people to those jobs. Most are uncaring or don't have time to really understand each case. Sounds like your social worker has gone off with stress. Probably over worked and seeing the damage the local authorities are doing to lives like yours. There is a shortage of social workers nationally I think.
I hope you can find the strength to carry on and fight.
This life can be a living nightmare and people wonder why others want to ctb. Really? Wake up people!!! If life was so good nobody would ctb! We all have our reasons and I want to ctb but for different reasons to you. I'll probably ctb alone too x

I agree they attract the wrong people to those jobs. Some of them seem unprofessional and probably couldn't get another job. There are many vulnerable people who need assistance. Uninterested workers should be fired but there's shitty leadership and workers know what they can get away with.

On the other hand workers who care shine through, but they are few and far between.

No wonder people don't care about CTBing alone. They are left with no hope.
 
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LaBrava

LaBrava

Experienced
May 5, 2019
265
It's disgraceful that they've treated you like this. Best wishes and hope you can try to stay strong.
 
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