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happier than ever

Member
Feb 25, 2025
52
ok. so im seriously freaking out. i think its evident from my posts. im curious, can you guys think of some ways i could die completely undetectably? like for example, working in the millitary and dying during a crossfire, or dying while climing a really high mountain... can you guys think of such scenarios? i think i might actually consider a long run ctb instead of a ctb which looks intentional... i dont want to die a dissapointment (even tho i feel like one)
 
SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,802
Challenge is that corpses have an unfortunate way of popping up, sooner or later. Ground gets dug up, reservoirs get drained, houses and structures get knocked down, animals in forests spread bones and human remains around.
Only thing which occurs to me is securing yourself to a heavy weight and either drowning in deep water, or positioning yourself over deep water (weighted) whilst ctb by some other means ( such as standing poised over the edge of a small boat & shooting yourself if you are in a country where you could access firearms).
Sorry, that's all I've got.
 
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happier than ever

Member
Feb 25, 2025
52
Challenge is that corpses have an unfortunate way of popping up, sooner or later. Ground gets dug up, reservoirs get drained, houses and structures get knocked down, animals in forests spread bones and human remains around.
Only thing which occurs to me is securing yourself to a heavy weight and either drowning in deep water, or positioning yourself over deep water (weighted) whilst ctb by some other means ( such as standing poised over the edge of a small boat & shooting yourself if you are in a country where you could access firearms).
Sorry, that's all I've got.
no i meant doing a particular job such as the millitary so the death looks accidental/ making the death look as accidental as possible
 
SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,802
Right, sorry for my misunderstanding. I'm not sure what country you are in. Here in the UK joining the Forces is a longer term procedure (could be 12-18 months in some instances). They're pretty selective and you'd require to sit a number of aptitude tests so they will determine which units you could apply for. Then there is a reasonably lengthy training period prior to your being posted to an operational group. There aren't really many UK Forces engaged in combat presently, exercises usually use blank ammo and tend to be well controlled re safety.
How would you feel about drowning ? Build up a backstory of fishing, preferably from a small boat, then have a drowning "accident" ?
 
TheHolySword

TheHolySword

empty heart
Nov 22, 2024
1,267
Joining the military is a terrible method to CTB, I would stop considering it. Mountain climbing is expensive and most mountains aren't really going to kill you very effectively or efficiently. Suicide is pretty detectable for a reason, death is not an easy thing to purposely come by - and certainly not to make it look accidental. I understand your not wanting to be a disappointment; I don't want my death to be marked by suicide either. But this type of method is likelier to lead to lifelong injuries or complications.
 
FrenzyReality341

FrenzyReality341

Member
Jan 8, 2025
23
I read a story about a guy that shot him self in the chest with a gun attached to a ballon so it floted away! He made it look like a mugging, and I belive only got found out because his internet hisotry showed him asking about his plan. The water would be the best way I think. drowning is not a good way end tho, lots of pain. I would say go get a boat, go way out to sea, do something that will make the boat sink, shoot out the floor maybe, then use an exit bag or SN or even just a gun, and volia. No proof, would just seem lost at sea.
 
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happier than ever

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Feb 25, 2025
52
Joining the military is a terrible method to CTB, I would stop considering it. Mountain climbing is expensive and most mountains aren't really going to kill you very effectively or efficiently. Suicide is pretty detectable for a reason, death is not an easy thing to purposely come by - and certainly not to make it look accidental. I understand your not wanting to be a disappointment; I don't want my death to be marked by suicide either. But this type of method is likelier to lead to lifelong injuries or complications.
what if i write a note which makes it seem like someone was out to get me to i killed myself instead? would that be convincing?