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nffc

Member
Nov 11, 2022
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So who else is from the UK and how are you managing to find a suitable method?
 
jodes2

jodes2

Hello people โค๏ธ
Aug 28, 2022
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I'm from the UK. I got a source for SN and a source for antiemetics
 
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counting-out-time

Just โ€œhanging aroundโ€
Oct 10, 2022
313
I'm from the uk too 30/m

I'm planning on partial hanging but searching the forums to see if anyone going to use the CO method and would ask if I could join.

I thought about getting SN but IC want Id which I don't want to share as it would be stating my address.

Lying here on my bed just thinking about wanting to ctb but it's not coming yet ๐Ÿ˜ญ
 
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ready to go....

exhausted
Feb 16, 2022
80
I'm from the UK, 30 f.

Using the charcoal method, hopefully next week as long as everything arrives by then as had to re order everything after a failed attempt a few weeks ago ๐Ÿคž๐Ÿป

The only issue I'm finding with this method at the moment is the damn weather! As I'll be doing this in my car, parking up in my spot to get everything ready when it's pissing down with rain just wouldn't work. If only the UK weather was a little nicer to us this time of year!
 
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Adam-ondi-Ahman

Member
Nov 15, 2022
9
So who else is from the UK and how are you managing to find a suitable method?
Me. To the east of london. Its grim here. Im trying to go out with either argon/nitrogen. having trouble finding sources for them here. if anyone could be of help id greatly appreciate it.
 
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ukket

Member
Sep 8, 2022
31
Yep, UK, 47/M , Ordered some G from the dark web, 150ml, should be enough to exit
 
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UnlimitedPain

Looking For The End!!
Nov 5, 2022
317
Uk here looking into sn it's difficult
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,727
Yes. Unfortunately suicide is incredibly stigmatised in the UK, and it's such a pro life country (with no assisted suicide options for anyone at all). The fact that I struggle to ctb is the only reason as to why I'm still here, I fear suicide potentially failing and just leading to more suffering, if I managed to gain access to a desirable suicide method then I would certainly already be gone by this point.

I hate the fact how suicide is so difficult but eventually I will have to find a way to be gone. I cannot bear the thought of enduring this life until very old age, that is something horrific to me. Suicide really should be easier for us, and we shouldn't have to struggle so much to leave behind a life that we never asked for.
 
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nffc

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Nov 11, 2022
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Has anyone got a source for metoclopramide or ideal alternative in the UK please? Feel free to DM
 
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Need2BFree

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Oct 5, 2022
41
Yes. Unfortunately suicide is incredibly stigmatised in the UK, and it's such a pro life country (with no assisted suicide options for anyone at all). The fact that I struggle to ctb is the only reason as to why I'm still here, I fear suicide potentially failing and just leading to more suffering, if I managed to gain access to a desirable suicide method then I would certainly already be gone by this point.

I hate the fact how suicide is so difficult but eventually I will have to find a way to be gone. I cannot bear the thought of enduring this life until very old age, that is something horrific to me. Suicide really should be easier for us, and we shouldn't have to struggle so much to leave behind a life that we never asked for.

Yes. Unfortunately suicide is incredibly stigmatised in the UK, and it's such a pro life country (with no assisted suicide options for anyone at all). The fact that I struggle to ctb is the only reason as to why I'm still here, I fear suicide potentially failing and just leading to more suffering, if I managed to gain access to a desirable suicide method then I would certainly already be gone by this point.

I hate the fact how suicide is so difficult but eventually I will have to find a way to be gone. I cannot bear the thought of enduring this life until very old age, that is something horrific to me. Suicide really should be easier for us, and we shouldn't have to struggle so much to leave behind a life that we never asked for.
Everything that you've just share I can relate to so much. I'm struggling as it is and living like this is causing alot of suffering. But there's always that possibility things could be alot worse I'm already going through mental pain. What if my failed ctb causes me unbearable physical pain that's the last thing I'm needing right now. I thought I found my method but I am having a deeper understanding about SI even tho I really want to leave this world. I guess I'm stuck here for now which isn't good for me. I already feel like I'm dying a slow death as it is. Peace be with you.
 
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freedomcalls

Student
Nov 9, 2022
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Has anyone got a source for metoclopramide or ideal alternative in the UK please? Feel free to DM
Look up online pharmacies UK and say you want meto for the nausea you get when you get a migraine. Say you have used it for that in the past, prescribed by your GP
It's not a controlled drug and you shouldn't have any issue?
 
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nffc

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Nov 11, 2022
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Look up online pharmacies UK and say you want meto for the nausea you get when you get a migraine. Say you have used it for that in the past, prescribed by your GP
It's not a controlled drug and you shouldn't have any issue?
No luck they say I need to see a GP for it
 
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come to dust

Arcanist
Oct 28, 2019
453
Yes. Unfortunately suicide is incredibly stigmatised in the UK, and it's such a pro life country (with no assisted suicide options for anyone at all). The fact that I struggle to ctb is the only reason as to why I'm still here, I fear suicide potentially failing and just leading to more suffering, if I managed to gain access to a desirable suicide method then I would certainly already be gone by this point.

I hate the fact how suicide is so difficult but eventually I will have to find a way to be gone. I cannot bear the thought of enduring this life until very old age, that is something horrific to me. Suicide really should be easier for us, and we shouldn't have to struggle so much to leave behind a life that we never asked for.
I never understood why people are so pro life in this cold dreary miserable country.
 
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Thisisme373

Arcanist
Feb 16, 2019
418
Can anyone help me I'm in UK, heavily depressed, I don't know where I can get SN or N & I feel I'd fail with hanging methods
 
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Reallysad

Student
Nov 23, 2022
101
38 male from Scotland.looking for a way to ctb as heavily depressed for a long time but it is so hard to in such a anti suicide country
 
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donealready

A person
Dec 6, 2022
3,571
Yep. In UK on that quest for SN. Had several orders cancelled so far. It just pains me that it's so difficult to obtain. The quest continues...
 
B4mbi

B4mbi

Melly
Nov 11, 2022
77
SN is near impossible to get in the uk, for me it's just frustrating and delaying my ctb. Partial hanging is risky as well. Thinking of train jumping at this point
 
LittleBlackCat

LittleBlackCat

Specialist
Feb 6, 2020
329
I'm from the UK, 30 f.

Using the charcoal method, hopefully next week as long as everything arrives by then as had to re order everything after a failed attempt a few weeks ago ๐Ÿคž๐Ÿป

The only issue I'm finding with this method at the moment is the damn weather! As I'll be doing this in my car, parking up in my spot to get everything ready when it's pissing down with rain just wouldn't work. If only the UK weather was a little nicer to us this time of year!
Any idea what failed last time? Sorry to hear this. I'm considering this method but in a hotel bathroom.. I don't have a car.
No luck they say I need to see a GP for it
I got buccastem (meto alternative) from boots - just went up to the pharmacy counter and said I needed nausea medication as I was suffering with migraines.. they gave it me no questions asked
My issue is getting a large amount of diazepam ๐Ÿ˜…
 
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wantittoendsoon

Experienced
Dec 11, 2022
248
I'm in Scotland. I'm planning to go by the end of the year. I'm going with either Nitrogen or Argon with a TIGHTLY fitting rebreather and flow meter. Everything is readily available and it seems to be the most painless method when done correctly. I know it can be expensive so not everyone can avail themselves of this method. PM me if you are in the area or even just the UK and want to talk. My setup is a bit excessive as I am getting a relatively large cylinder(just want to be damn sure I get the job done) and a lot will go to waste, I feel bad that it could be helping others.
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,445
SN is easy to get here with a tiny bit of effort.

It's not illegal or controlled, its just most retailers delisted it due to media attention.

However SN is very slow and unreliable. Do your own proper research, it's not the miracle method some sickos make out. Its a slow painful way to go with a high chance of being rescued.
 
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NoHorizon

A pig in a cage on antibiotics
Nov 22, 2022
386
From the UK, have SN from IC and looking into AE (although have slowed my search a bit as I'm trying to hang on but would like everything ready if I can). Backup/impulse plan is Beachy Head. I went there earlier in the year and it's beautiful but terrifying.
 
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wantittoendsoon

Experienced
Dec 11, 2022
248
I'm from the UK, 30 f.

Using the charcoal method, hopefully next week as long as everything arrives by then as had to re order everything after a failed attempt a few weeks ago ๐Ÿคž๐Ÿป

The only issue I'm finding with this method at the moment is the damn weather! As I'll be doing this in my car, parking up in my spot to get everything ready when it's pissing down with rain just wouldn't work. If only the UK weather was a little nicer to us this time of year!
be careful and do your homework...can be a great method but please do it right. I considered it myself before choosing the inert gas exit bag method. PM me if you have any concerns or just want to talk...I'm in Glasgow btw and you?
 
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Enlightened
Aug 14, 2022
1,290
SN is easy to get here with a tiny bit of effort.

It's not illegal or controlled, its just most retailers delisted it due to media attention.

However SN is very slow and unreliable. Do your own proper research, it's not the miracle method some sickos make out. Its a slow painful way to go with a high chance of being rescued.
Sodium nitrite is not unreliable. Lol
What is your intention on going around and spreading fear? I'm going through a couple of your posts now and that's what you're doing. If it wasn't reliable it wouldn't be an emerging trend and they wouldn't be finding a bunch of people dead from taking it. There wouldn't be parents trying to sue Amazon. There wouldn't be things like the New York times covering this website and the chemical.
 

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