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Ima-username

Ima-username

Mentally Tortured
Feb 15, 2026
142
idk what to say just had the cops round a welfare check. they took my exit bag and regulator from me and refunded my order... i cant exit bag i cant sn i cant do anything at all..... i made a mistake by talking to people online like welders who reported me i was just asking questions and i confided in them i was planning to end it ..... i have no method
 
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adamantc

Student
Mar 29, 2026
117
idk what to say just had the cops round a welfare check. they took my exit bag and regulator from me and refunded my order... i cant exit bag i cant sn i cant do anything at all..... i made a mistake by talking to people online like welders who reported me i was just asking questions and i confided in them i was planning to end it ..... i have no method
The UK government is taking severe and unnecessary action against us. Without privileged access it is almost impossible to succeed in an chemical-based attempt. I'd look into alternative methods, as drug import laws in the UK are very stringent.
 
Ima-username

Ima-username

Mentally Tortured
Feb 15, 2026
142
but an exit bag is a non chemical method to use and fully legal to buy
 
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Yakui

Yakui

i stole some bugs to feed my refrigerator
Feb 4, 2023
1,895
you should have just asked them if they had a warrant, and when they didnt, shut the door in their face.
 
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Ima-username

Mentally Tortured
Feb 15, 2026
142
you should have just asked them if they had a warrant, and when they didnt, shut the door in their face.
im on police bail so im legally not really allowed to say no to any searches or them coming in. they did talk about sasu and other things and did look through my phone mainly telegram and pics on my phone where they found i made an exit bag and took it from me
 
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Spit On My Grave

Spit On My Grave

Spit On My Grave
Apr 7, 2026
168
idk what to say just had the cops round a welfare check. they took my exit bag and regulator from me and refunded my order... i cant exit bag i cant sn i cant do anything at all..... i made a mistake by talking to people online like welders who reported me i was just asking questions and i confided in them i was planning to end it ..... i have no method
Why did you talk to them ?
 
Ima-username

Ima-username

Mentally Tortured
Feb 15, 2026
142
Can express your feelings about being a criminal? Do you sleep normally?
my feelings it hurts so bad im so lost now i have no ctb method. in some ways i hope it helps my case that the stopped my ctb attempt but it leaves me feeling empty and trapped. i do not sleep normally at all not even close to it
 
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thelostautistic

Mage
Jul 31, 2025
597
im on police bail so im legally not really allowed to say no to any searches or them coming in. they did talk about sasu and other things and did look through my phone mainly telegram and pics on my phone where they found i made an exit bag and took it from me
Forgive me if this is an intrusive question but is your bail to do this with this? It doesn't sound like you committed a crime
 
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Ima-username

Mentally Tortured
Feb 15, 2026
142
Forgive me if this is an intrusive question but is your bail to do this with this? It doesn't sound like you committed a crime
legally no my bail is not to do with this however it was to do with me acting self destructive online talking to bad people going to abusive relationships talking about being hurt and worse. so yes my opinion is my bail is to do with this but legally its seen as a separate thing..
 
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thelostautistic

Mage
Jul 31, 2025
597
legally no my bail is not to do with this however it was to do with me acting self destructive online talking to bad people going to abusive relationships talking about being hurt and worse. so yes my opinion is my bail is to do with this but legally its seen as a separate thing..
I see. I'm sorry you're going through all of this. It must be so stressful
 
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