Venting ugh

[XxEstenxX]

Do any of you ever feel like scratching all of your skin off and/or escaping your body? It's so miserable wanting to die but not having a method to actually go through with it. I'm too unintelligent to understand these hints about wherever you get this "SN" from, and even if I got the website I'm unemployed so it'd take awhile to buy anyway. I'm just so tired of being alive, but there's no way for me to die either. Every method is either inaccessible or there's a chance of survival. I dont want to deal with mental hospitals or rehab. I dont want to wake up after a failed attempt. Why is it so hard to find peace and happiness?

 

[Ekim]

I'm so sorry you're feeling this way you know it's understandable to feel like that I also get frustrated when I'm not able to find a good method that works successfully I'm trying to figure that out myself too.

 

[jengablocks]

yea i freaking hate the cryptic runes u have to decipher to find anything. makes my brain vibrate. i think i literally just stumbled across a message that gave away information too explicitly and was deleted by moderators later, but my package was confiscated at customs in the end anyway. it was like over a hundred dollars, too, so i literally don't have enough money to afford another one ( unemployed ! :3 )