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- Jul 31, 2018
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That is just awful. Cruelty. Makes me ashamed to be of the same species as the people who treated you like that. I know the NHS is stretched but if they're gonna behave in such a hidious way, why bother at all, just to make things worse?feck it..... Discharged from hospital at 1am, No Money, no phone, no offer of anything, in my PJs, covered in blood, I walked 9/10 miles until a lady stopped and refused to go further until she gave me a lift,
HTT, saw me in middle of a major panic attack, saw blood pouring from my arms, said they would come see me another day, another day, agiitated and struggling, couldn't speak... nurse discharged me, informed me I was engaging and better then last time
3 day's later I over dosed, taken to hospital, they didn't care, discharged me
2 weeks later I landed on a bridge, taken back to a hospital, discharged, despite panic attack after panic attack, police threatening to arrest me if I didn't stop lashing out at myself... it was a fucking panic attack
Sent home hours later
fast forward 8/10 weeks NO help NO support, nothing, professionals from other organisations pushing the mental health services yet nothing.
Finally a letter informing as I had missed an appointment I was being discharged fully, with no further help... fuck that, what appointment!!!
14th oct I attempted again, 8 hours in police got me off the bridge, I sit here today, seen twice by someone, told today my next appointment end of November as it's not deemed urgent or important, despite being in tears on the phone, admitting I was struggling, End of November, but itmay change depending on how busy they are and if a urgent referral comes in, I have to wait,
its a waiting game, I told her I am feeling suicidal, she didn't listen, I hung up on her mid talk whilst the tears flowed,
Mental Health Services in Cornwall fucking suck.....
PS this is a long story cut short, do I add in the missing persons report moment, do I add in the self harm moments they wittnessed and ignored? and so on? seriously it fucking sucks