Two worlds....

[Socaku]

How do u survive between the one world where no one knows you plan to cross the bridge and the one that you know that you will..... Everything seems like going in slow motion for me....

 

[jimmy7754]

I understand and I go to work on top of these feelings.. it's very difficult. For me it just boils down to "If I can't take it anymore I have control over my own life.." but it's how do I get there? Which brings me fear and anxiety..

 

[Insomniac]

I feel you bro.

(try to use punctuation more.).

 

[FuneralCry]

In my case, it is so difficult to leave this world, so I have no choice but to suffer. I am trapped in this world because of the lack of peaceful and reliable way to exit and the fear of failure. Time passes slowly for me as well. I do tell myself that the suffering will all end one day no matter what and that life is completely meaningless, but even those thoughts do not give me that much comfort, as if I do not ctb I could be suffering for decades. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[Socaku]

In my case, it is so difficult to leave this world, so I have no choice but to suffer. I am trapped in this world because of the lack of peaceful and reliable way to exit and the fear of failure. Time passes slowly for me as well. I do tell myself that the suffering will all end one day no matter what and that life is completely meaningless, but even those thoughts do not give me that much comfort, as if I do not ctb I could be suffering for decades. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

Sounds that you live a very hard life.... I wish that you find peace by your own rules....