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madbananas
Wizard
- Apr 29, 2020
- 620
I feel like everything is building up again and I'm going to have another major crisis.
I wish I weren't such an outsider because the only people who I talk to can't understand.
I don't want it to get to the stage where I'm banging my head and cutting my wrists, arms, neck, legs etc but I feel it's going to happen but there's no safe space I can do it or people I can talk to about it and actually get help. Still have my rope sitting in my wardrobe which I really want to use but scared of failing. Also kind of scared of actually dying just in case it's not all peaceful when dead.
I wish I weren't such an outsider because the only people who I talk to can't understand.
I don't want it to get to the stage where I'm banging my head and cutting my wrists, arms, neck, legs etc but I feel it's going to happen but there's no safe space I can do it or people I can talk to about it and actually get help. Still have my rope sitting in my wardrobe which I really want to use but scared of failing. Also kind of scared of actually dying just in case it's not all peaceful when dead.
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