turning 30 knowing that i'm so fucking late in life is pushing me to the edge

[NothingElseMatters]

fuck my life, i'm late in everything, i hasn't finished college yet, i earn a miserable salary. goddammit, i don't deserve to suffer like that

 

[LookingforAnswers]

Comparison is the thief of joy. There is no race. It is only with yourself.

 

[FuneralCry]

It certainly can be so awful feeling so trapped in an existence that you hate, the reality is that it's such a cruel existence where all this endless suffering continues to exist and there could never be anything fair about it all. I really hope that I never reach 30, the thought of ageing really is something so horrible and disturbing to me, and I see getting older as being something to avoid at all costs.

 

[peacetime]

fuck my life, i'm late in everything, i hasn't finished college yet, i earn a miserable salary. goddammit, i don't deserve to suffer like that

I haven't finished university either, I'm 27. I dropped out twice. Now I'm starting it fresh and could be 30 or 31 when I finish. I also have almost 50k debt. I've just fucked my life with psychotic periods.
Wanna say more about your situation? You're probably not alone.

 

[Hurt]

Feeling the same. And I'm so sorry that you're feeling like this too. Anyway I hope your life gets better.

 

[lotus11]

Im 31, achieved sweet fuck all in the last year since I turned 30. Spent almost every day of the year applying for jobs, don't think anyone apart from robots even looked at my CV tbh. Actually, I am fairly well educated it's just ridiculously difficult to find a job sometimes.