Venting Trust nobody

[Wannabehappy]

I did the last thing to try to save myself, so as not to regret at the end that I didn't fucking try. The last person who I thought could save me - said that he was lying, that there was no chance that I could fuck myself with one word. I wanted to burn all the bridges for her just to be with her and start fucking either treating myself or showing that I would do anything for her. and you know what? it's not worth it, a night with thoughts and an SN bag finds me lonely. I'm sorry that when I let out my last scream, my last call for help - I'm left alone. fucking world and life. Decades of effort and all in vain.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's true that you cannot really trust people, at least to me it's best not to be too trusting as it could just potentially cause more harm. It really sounds like you have suffered a lot and it must be tiring what you have been through, it's such a cruel existence that brings people to this point.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Trusting yourself is about the best bet.

 

[Wannagonow]

I agree with you that people can't be fully trusted. No one will hear me scream either. I'm so sorry that not only do you feel alone, but you are alone. I sincerely hope you are able to find peace. Whatever that may mean for you.