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spanishguy22

Enlightened
Apr 9, 2019
1,003
The only thing that scares me and stops me from doing it is the fear of brain damage and becoming severely crippled. Imagine if it's hell while being healthy more or less, then imagine becoming a vegetable and being in touch with your shitty brain and mind 24h a day 365days a year until your stupid body decides to die. It would be a whole other level of hell.
I really need to make sure theres no risks if I do it. I know 100% realiablity seems really hard though, but perhaps someone has an idea... I only care about damaging the brain and surviving. I could take damaging other organs and surviving, if there was a method that didn't affect the brain. But I think all do... I really don't want to keep living this shit life.
 
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Susan Caswell

Specialist
Feb 25, 2019
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The only thing that scares me and stops me from doing it is the fear of brain damage and becoming severely crippled. Imagine if it's hell while being healthy more or less, then imagine becoming a vegetable and being in touch with your shitty brain and mind 24h a day 365days a year until your stupid body decides to die. It would be a whole other level of hell.
I really need to make sure theres no risks if I do it. I know 100% realiablity seems really hard though, but perhaps someone has an idea... I only care about damaging the brain and surviving. I could take damaging other organs and surviving, if there was a method that didn't affect the brain. But I think all do... I really don't want to keep living this shit life.
I cant go on any longer 21 months deafening hammering Tinnitus, Hyperacusis and extreme physical anxiety its caused. Can anyone tell me how many 7.5mg of Zopiclone I need to die. Im frightend to jump in case crippled etc I just cant stay like this I cant even function gone from happy and healthy lovely life to destroyed demented tortured cant take this noise
 
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