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Flairqueen

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May 29, 2023
14
Hello. I recorded the train for decapitation, so here's the video. I didn't change the speed of the video. I want your opinion: if I lay my neck on the tracks, will I die (there's always uncertainty, but still)? Is the cowcatcher too low for my head (15-18 cm) to fit? Will/Can I die just from the force of the train (it is very fast, after all) if the cowcatcher hits my head and body?

P.S. Please don't tell me to delete the video, I don't think it is dangerous for my privacy. And yeah, I already know that it can be traumatising for the driver and others. Don't repeat it.
 

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angel31

sause
Jun 14, 2023
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Hello. I recorded the train for decapitation, so here's the video. I didn't change the speed of the video. I want your opinion: if I lay my neck on the tracks, will I die (there's always uncertainty, but still)? Is the cowcatcher too low for my head (15-18 cm) to fit? Will/Can I die just from the force of the train (it is very fast, after all) if the cowcatcher hits my head and body?

P.S. Please don't tell me to delete the video, I don't think it is dangerous for my privacy.
If you lie on the tracks with your head I am pretty sure it should work 99.9%. A train is really fast and heavy. But are you sure you want to choose this method? It is really violent, so you might traumatise the train driver?(is this the word you use) or anyone that finds you.
 
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Goodgirlryeo101

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May 27, 2023
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Hello. I recorded the train for decapitation, so here's the video. I didn't change the speed of the video. I want your opinion: if I lay my neck on the tracks, will I die (there's always uncertainty, but still)? Is the cowcatcher too low for my head (15-18 cm) to fit? Will/Can I die just from the force of the train (it is very fast, after all) if the cowcatcher hits my head and body?

P.S. Please don't tell me to delete the video, I don't think it is dangerous for my privacy.

The success is 99 percent guaranteed but you know the thing is it can be traumatising to the train driver and also I watched a video (by mistake) of one who survived and I could see their intestines etc

Maybe you can look for less violent methods.

I feel extremely low today after having dropped on the floor when I was attempting to complete my ctb. I hope the next time I try I will be successful, I have a slight headache I guess it's because I tried to hang myself with a scarf on my neck.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,244
German ICE ^^

You will need a lot of courage for the train method. I wish you all the best!
 
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Readytogo246

Experienced
Jun 4, 2023
205
It looks like it will work.
 
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Aisley

Aisley

Wizard
Mar 12, 2023
624
My god, that's fast. I'm not the smartest, but I don't think the cow catcher will be a problem, at that speed.
 
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mlcs

Student
Jun 11, 2023
140
even if the cowcather hits you youll die instantly
 
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The anhedonic one

The anhedonic one

Dead inside
May 20, 2023
1,069
I doubt any human head could survive an impact like that.
 
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UnknownGuy69

UnknownGuy69

Member
May 30, 2023
13
That will work for sure, high-speed trains is not compatible with life.
 
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Unwr!tten

Unwr!tten

Saltier than SN
Apr 10, 2023
531
No chance you survive if you do this method.
 
sensenmann

sensenmann

this will be the end of me
Jun 14, 2023
141
If the train is the same speed as in the video there no way to survive that.
 
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yetep30736

Member
Jun 22, 2023
19
No chance to survive if you are lying on the tracks, but you could rise them and your head involuntary as last resort.
 
Whyami

Whyami

I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo, wth I'm doing here?
Jun 21, 2023
29
I think your survival instinct will urge you to rise yourself
 
Unwr!tten

Unwr!tten

Saltier than SN
Apr 10, 2023
531
Maybe but train has been a successful method on here
 
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Flairqueen

Member
May 29, 2023
14
No chance to survive if you are lying on the tracks, but you could rise them and your head involuntary as last resort.
But the train will still hit my head and body. Won't I die anyway?
 
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Regen

I stay in my power
Aug 20, 2020
522
I know this train, because I "tried" it several times, but at the end I cant get over my si.

I am sure you will be dead if the train hit you.

And yes it is very bad for the train-driver, I saw many videos about them, many get ptbs. And you have to know, that sometimes the family have to pay the bill in this case of dead. Very cruel for the family.

But I can understand that you like the train. I too...
 
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mlcs

Student
Jun 11, 2023
140
But the train will still hit my head and body. Won't I die anyway?
You will, as long as you beat SI, which is not easy thing to do. It's not easy to lay your head on the rail and stay that way as train approaches. If you are able to beat the SI, you are 100% dead.
 
Mäximum

Mäximum

All the effort for nothing...
Apr 5, 2023
208
Yeah, you're not going to survive that one. But SI is hard to beat with this method.
 
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leloyon

leloyon

I'll see you in the Wired.
Feb 4, 2023
1,736
I think, at that speed, the only way you could fail is if you dived under it and it only ran over your legs. Even if you just jumped at the last moment and it ended up ramming you instead of running you over that would probably be enough damage from the impact alone, and you would likely go flying and land on the track anyway.
This sort of speed is perfect especially because you have some time to prepare, trains take a while to stop and the faster it's going, the longer that's going to take.
I am no expert on this method, but I would personally lay down in such a way that both my chest and head were directly on the track, to be sure that it definitively does the job.
 
Konnsz

Konnsz

At the very end, you can only trust yourself.
Jan 2, 2023
97
Yeah, you're not going to survive that one. But SI is hard to beat with this method.
what if we lay there with 1 day or 2 days without sleeping, you just lay there and sleep, if you feel unsure about moving while sleeping just use ropes.

that's something i been thinking about to try and neutralize the SI in the method I was planning before.
Idk, just giving away ideas.
 
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wetbuschaser

New Member
Jul 1, 2023
3
what if we lay there with 1 day or 2 days without sleeping, you just lay there and sleep, if you feel unsure about moving while sleeping just use ropes.

that's something i been thinking about to try and neutralize the SI in the method I was planning before.
Idk, just giving away ideas.
Too high risk of getting caught.

I think the best way would be to sleep deprive yourself and then lay 4-5 minutes max before train arrives, enough time to fall asleep and the sleep needs to be deep enough.

God I'm jealous of this location seems process and ideal. I'm struggling to find the right spot
 
Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,649
definitely scary i would need to be in absolutely agony to try that method
 
Life interrupted

Life interrupted

Trapped in life
Mar 18, 2022
140
SI will kick in suddenly only seconds before you do it.
 

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